Fairytale Ending

Sky High

2012-02-02T19:33:00.000+08:00

It's only been in the recent years when I started smiling with my teeth.

Well, I can say that I no longer feel nervous when I came to school alone today. Well, not to say really completely not nervous. But it's an improvement compared to Monday's. Well, today was epic. I thought I was gonna take the bus with Vanessa. But it was getting late so I hoped on the bus since she wasn't replying me. Then she told me that she and her parents were gonna pick me up, lol, I was already on the bus. But nevertheless, I was still ok about it. A little bit awkward in school because I was alone ya.

So did the college dance and we did it in our pairs, girls with girls and guys with guys. LOL. My partner wasn't there anyway. They said he was sick? Well, learnt more songs and cheers. It was utterly boring. I mean sure the songs were cute and the cheers were lively. But they kept shouting like no tomorrow and I dislike the fact that I might go deaf very soon at this rate. Oh and they kept making us sing. Not fun. Especially when they said they were gonna bring the mic around us. But hey, the train was fun, the human train I mean. I don't know how many hands I've held today/. keep making circles etc.

Lunch was alright, I ate nasi lemak and my my my, food was really more expensive jc. I should learn how to save. :/

Scavenger hunt was alright - participated and all. Well, it was another tiring day. Followed my new friend to exchange her uniform for a smaller one. Then I saw Valerie and Christabella so I chatted with them awhile. Then had to go back to the hall and then OG session in which we acted out. It was LOL really and our group won!

Oh and there was this game - mind reader where our OG anyhow guess and yet we still won! #teampegasus5

I went home tired again. :( Guess what, there are some schools that actually end at 1++ or 2++ for students in the O level year. For me, no such thing. I would always end like the least 3.15pm.

So yup, another slacky day still. Amanda told me that Mjc has already started accepting applicants because Nazri 4/6 got accepted. Well, I have not received any calls from Mjc. Yik Ting got an interview with CJC and can go into nanyang jc because her appeal was successful. My other OG got called as well. So me, not likely. :/

Ok, will tumblr abit now and then shall ... make myself useful. My sister is doing this Malay homework and she doesn't know how much of the booklet she must finish -.-

This Sunday, gonna buy shoes, socks and hair accessories/ Steady ah.

Sweet Words.

2012-02-01T21:14:00.001+08:00

Hey dear! So sorry this is like ONE MONTH LATE (okay that is long). :S My best memory with you would have to be that day when like almost the entire class had English oral and there was just the few of us in class! We got to talk quite a lot then and I don't know if I ever told you but after hearing you share, I really have a lot of respect for you :) I admire how you work so very hard to get what you want to achieve. I told myself you are someone I should follow after when it comes to studying hard. HEHE I like how you have this fierce streak in you(cool and funny man) and you're a really fun friend to have. C: Oh! I know you really wanted to go to MJ, I hope the appeal goes through yeah? Take care dear and see you around! ♥

-Yeo Txe Xin (1 February 2012)

Hello TRACY!! I like to call you 3c. There's something cool between us !! Since sec1, we have been in the same class and our register numbers are always one after another. AND!' for 4years, we always sit beside each other in science lab. It was nice knowing you my dear. Those days when you showed me your care and concern will always be remembered (: loveeeee♥

-Valerie Khoo Pei Yi (1 January 2012)

Thank you guys for your lovely words, I love you.

Orientation @ SRJC Day 2.

2012-02-01T20:02:00.002+08:00

You know, a day ago, I'd give the world to go to MJC. But now, it's not the same.

Hi folks!

I've attended the 2nd day of my orientation camp. & it was really nice of Vanessa's dad to drive us both to school. :-)

I was really tired, no joke. & the funny thing is that we didn't even do much yesterday! wtf, how like that? Ok I made more friends today - I talked to more people! Hahahaha. There's Joyce, Jamie, Chelsia and a lot more! Ok the first oart of the day was really boring. All the character development stuff. I sat till my legs were numb. Well, there was also the talk on SRJCE, the global experience in which to go overseas for cip and to study. Cool or what but I'm not going. I like my comfort zone and I already know what it's like to be in the rural areas. I'm from the Philippines ya. Oh then there was the OG session with our tutors. Oh, me, Kar sen and Jamie were like invited to join the student council but hell no. I don't want ok.But like need to attend the tea session?

OK we had the college dance! It was really cute, but there was this couple dance and well, my first partner was actually zhi quan/ yuan and then Kar sen changed with him so yup, he became my partner. It was awkward the partner dance because well, we had to hold hands. LOLOLOL. But the dance was fun :-)

Lunch time and then, we had games! It was fun as well. :-)

Ok, SRJC is starting to grow on me :/ So I'm having dilemma on whether to actually wish for MJC to call me or not. But I still don't feel like I belong here at srjc. I could've gone to a better school but I'm like here. Hmm.

Oh ya, the tea session. Melissa joined me and like we both nearly fell asleep during the session. It was so fuggin' boring and they kept dragging the time. After the whole session, I was convinced to not join it. Kekeke. Annoying man. I kept making a sian face. Hahaha. I'm gonna join dance with Vanessa ^^

Bused home with Melissa.

Haven't bought my uniform yet because I'm still waiting for appeal results. But I kinda don't wanna get called. :/ Srjc seems like a good place but well, idk :/ Student council is considered a cca which means if I join it, I can't join dance. Sorry guys, student council is not my thing. I wished I took a nap. I feel so sleepy. Tomorrow's gonna be games again. Le sigh. Amazing race or hunt ah? Idk.

I saw what Tze Xin posted on my facebook wall and I got touched :') I'll post it here ya. Kekeke. Ok school will be fun, I hope tomorrow.

Oh and well, I'm hoping I'll end school early also. HAHA. I just wanna stay at home. Will probably work on Saturday. $44 would be wasted if I don't! Maybe the next week also, hmmmm.

I wanna buy coloured socks - green! Yayayay, and yellow plus blue. & also hair accessories as well, headbands and clips all colourful. Kekeke, I like the idea of customizing. I kinda like the fact that srjc allows its students to wear bermudas and shirts to school on several days.

That's all folks! (cues Looney Toons ending music)

Orientation @ SRJC

2012-01-31T21:06:00.004+08:00

Alright, while waiting for my parents to come back from Orchard, I will blog about my first day in SRJC officially. Yes, I'm still waiting to be called by MJC. Sigh.

I'm still in a dilemma of what subject combination to choose.

We had to choose 3 but I'm kinda in a dilemma of whether to take H2 Geog or H2 history.

It's because well, it'd be a waste, wouldn't it when I don't take Geog. BUT history doesn't have any conditions to enter the subject but, I have not taken history in upper secondary levek, for O's. No, I didn't.

Well, I woke up at 5.30 am so that I can slowly get ready for school. Lola, Tita Elsie and kuya Mike were up to get ready for the airport. Yup, they're flying back to the Philippines.

I hopped onto bus 81 when Vanessa whatsapped me that she was in the bus already. Yup, travelled to school with her. It was so nerve-wrecking, honestly. I felt like a primary kid, I wanted my mum to be there with me, holding me hand. I wanted to cry and run off because, this was not the school I was expecting to go to. I hoped too much for Meridian. Too much that it hurts. Oh well.

Orientation was cute in the morning. & wow the whole bundle set for the uniform is like $100 over plus. A lot to pay for y'know. My group was Pegasus 5. Cute name or what. Oh and my OGLs were enthu ttm. Ok I have to admit the facilities here at srjc are not bad. Sooooo, I'm kinda happy with that. OH and well, srjc is really an athletic school. They have this WILL run where we would run for 10 km straight. & then they told us during NAPFA, a bronze (which is nationally considered as a pass) is considered as a fail in srjc. Silver and above is a pass. You have no idea how many equipment they have, in the gym, on some walls, at the bleachers. I wanted to faint, how can I run.

I mean sure, I'll slim down. But seriously? I could die like that. Let's hope for the best, oh and PE is very rigour in way that we have to run 2km every session. OMG.

Ok so my OG teachers are really nice. & LOL - there are two Tracys in the group. So that guy teacher keeps calling me Brion. Which reminds me of another person who calls me by my surname - Khairul. Speaking of him, he's in my school too! So is Valerieeeeee. ~

I went to check out the subject booths and ohmy, please God help me. I'm picking a subject combination of H2 maths, econs either geog/ hist and H1 chem. & I cannot make up my mind still!

My tutors are not answering my calls or anything. :<

MUMMY DADDY COME HOME PLEASE.

I have to submit the thing by 12 midnight. I will submit at 10.30pm latest. :/

Fuck it. I'm so screwed.

-oh I found out that we actually need a laptop for project work, the best because it'd be very convenient. So yup. Mummy, daddy, I need one :3

Utter Disappointment

2012-01-31T20:34:00.004+08:00

Take a look at my new school logo.

30 January 2012, Monday

Viewer/ Reader Descretion is advised.

LOL. It's just gonna so vulgar with all the profanities. Seriously, today wasn't my day.

Firstly, I wasn't accepted into MJC. My dream school, sorta. Well, I'd appreciate the convenience of just walking 10 mins to school. But no, I was posted to Serangoon JC instead. I mean yes, it was my second choice but I'm not really happy about it? Serangoon is a good school I know. But I was hoping for MJC. And I didn't get it so I was disappointed. It's alright I guess.

Ok the first impact was really stressful. I woke past 7 to check my phone because I heard the text alarm so then I checked and saw the text.

MOE: TRACY LOUISE AMURAO BRION, you are posted to SERANGOON JC, ARTS (29A) under 2012 JAE. Pl report to JC/MI on 31 Jan 12 at 07:30am.

Serangoon JC, I just can't believe it. Yiying texted me too and she was surprised as well. Luckily she gave me the idea of appealing to MJC. So I quickly photocopied my stuff as I saw it on the website. Daddy sent me to MJC. Then I got the form from the general office and filled it up, attached my documents and then submitted it. The guy said if I don't receive a call by 6 feb 4 pm then I'm not accepted. Wah sian. :(

It's like what the fuck moment y'know. Like aren't I good enough to go to MJC? Really?
After that, headed home and had lunch. Then had to go to the doctor to get my 2nd injection. Ugh it was so long the wait. My arm hurt after that. :/

Went home again and bathed and headed to nex by bus.
Gave my punchcard and tried to find the earring Tita Elsie wanted but don't have. It wasn't on sale.
Trained back to pasir ris. Ohmygosh, the payar lebar mrt station was like so confusing. But I made it to pasir ris. And I asked the guy at the counter when my secondary school card expires. Apparently, it got extended till next year December ö Wow. So top-up card. I saw ChuaHuiMinKimberly at the inside of the pasir ris mrt station!

Just casually walked into cotton on white sands and found the earrings on sale! Kekekekeke so yup bought it and took bus 359 home.
I got pissed at the bus driver seriously. He drove like unsteadily and also fast that I didn't get to press the bell on time. Yup last minute, but whose fault was it, bitch?
I wanted to tap out then he closed the fuckinh door on me. Then said to me publicly that I shouldn't press last minute. I just nodded my head and rolled my eyes at him. Seriously. Bitch.

Luckily I didn't shoot the middle finger at him right. Pfft. I dislike him, well hate him for embarrassing me publicly. I was actually not in the mood to go ot church today but my mum kept making me go and I was actually quite firm on not going but I had a guilty conscience so I went anyway alone. :/

Had spaghetti for dinner! :D Ok it was the last day for Kuya Mike & Tita Elsie's and lola's stay at our house. WE had fun. Ate Iris and Tita Cecile came also. It was fun, watching videos on youtube and stuff on Mike's new laptop. yup, he got one last night.

Ugh, I seriously cried when I saw that srjc did not have my subject combination that I wanted. Fuck, seriously. Like did I choose the wrong school? Because even tpjc, the school that has like a bad reputation for studying, has my subject combination. MJC has also. Cried like what man. I was not looking forward to school. I really want MJC to call me asap man. Really. :(

I don't even know what to bring. I actually visited srjc's website, and I saw the groupings and everything. Wow. I was not in any of the groups that had crestians in it. :'(

On the brighter side, I'm going to school with Vanessa tomorrow - kekeke on bus 81 yup. She got into the same school as me! Hehe.

Alright, will continue being sad & disappointed ya. Kbye.

Party, baby.

2012-01-29T22:18:00.005+08:00

The awesome polaroids I took.

Hello Princesses & Princes :-)

Anyway, didn't get to blog yesterday. I was so tired. Plus I was more interested in cleaning up the mess left behind by my sister. Yup, she was a happy kid. Why, it's because she received lots of presents! I'm so jelly. LOL. Never mind, next year when I turn 18, I'll have a grand party. You'll see. My debut ^^

I'm kinda excited for it. :-)

Ok so .... About Nadine's 7th birthday party!

28 January 2012, Saturday 2012

It was honestly a great day, I should say.

Well, one of the best things that happened today was that I woke up naturally. Without an alarm clock or my mum/ maid nagging at me to get up for work/ school. Great start to the day.
I had my usual pandesal & queso. :-) I really love this combination of taste. So I got ready for the party. Since it was eXplorer kid right, I wore shorts and a new AX top my mum bought for me. ^^ Yup so we went to the place and we had to set up some stuff etc.

Then we went off to play. Yes, including me. I went to the mini rock-climbing area and there was no safety rope but a big cushion to fall on.
I fell -.- See eXplorer kid need to wear socks at all times in the indoor playground and well, I slipped. LOL. Since I knew I was gonna fall, I didn't wanna fall on my butt/ back so I kinda adjusted my body that I fell on my feet but shins got a scratch :(

Ok it was fun because I was the one holding the camera. My dad's dslr. I like the camera ^^
The food for adults was great - lovely pineapple rice and honey chicken. I love it.

But the space was kinda limited. Hmmm, the children's games had to e put in the other room. It was pretty good the party but kinda short :/
But overall great!
Pictures are already up on Facebook. Perhaps I'll photo spam some photos here as well.

Omg, I finished my Polaroid film pack already :( I finished it today. :'(
One pack is expensive yo. But have to buy two packs at one go so that it would cheaper a bit.

The giveaways were really cuteeeeee!
Ok I can't wait for my 18th birthday party ^^ Yahoooooo! Will I have an awesome one as well? I kinda want the traditional debut back in the Philippines. You know with the 18 roses and the dancing. :') it'd be a pretty sight really.

I think I shall buy a pack of Polaroid film soon. I really wanna go to the Titanic exhibition soon! March holidays, I've got a date with Danial and Diana. If they both go uh & maybe Anisa too?
Then we'd act like tycoons etc. Hahahahha, rich ass huh.
I wish I was rich because it really hurts my heart to spend my hard-earned money like that especially with my spending habits :/ I'm a shop-a-holic. :/

29 January 2012, Sunday (TODAY)

Omg, today was supposed to be a relaxed and happy day. I had my usual breakfast of pandesal & queso. Don't know what that is? Google it. Its bread and cheese.

Everything was going fine. Lola Ima (my grandma), Tita Elsie & Kuya Michael were gonna go out to church. Ok can. But it was kinda early like 11.30 mass. Mhm.

So they all went out and then I realized that I couldn't find my wallet. I was fugging' panicking like no tomorrow. Seriously, I had 10 bucks cash plus my ez link card and foreign currency. I was so restless and all. I searched for nearly an hour for it everywhere but don't have. Wtffffffff. So I had no choice but to use the adult fare card and take some cash from my piggy bank. Sucks.

Hmm. Work was alright, time was kinda on my side.
I had my last meal of fried rice there + seaweed chicken. For desert, I had the nachos cheese bread from Bread talk. Yum! I love cheese, if you haven't noticed. Speaking of cheese, my dad's buying Pizza hut takeaway this week so I'll be having a pack of lasagna for me! It'll be my supper then. Cheesy lasagna -hearts-
Work was fun, I swear. Melissa scared another supervisor by hiding and throwing a shoe. The other supervisor thought it was a puppy. LOL. Then I was telling all the jokes Kuya Michael told me last night. Kekekekeke. Oh and gossip session with Jannah & Asrina. Asrina was doing some paper work and sat down like a boss. Hahha, then when I called Jannah from the cashier telling her that the boss was calling her, she actually believed she was like in kinda of trouble or something LOL.

It was a great day overall :-)
Omg, I'm gonna enjoy the lasagna when I get home because I'm typing this in the bus. The bus 81 today was pretty empty. And there weren't much people at the bus stop today. Why ah? Ohhhhh wellll.

POSTING RESULTS TOMORROW!
I'm pretty excited and scared. Excited because I might get into MJC arts but scared that I'll be disappointed if I don't get in. :'(
We'll see how. OH BTW. My missing wallet, my sister texted me that they found it just as I reached Nex. They found it in my other sister's bag.

Ok details later because I didn't really like wanted to know the details at that time. Even Jannah thought I was in a rush. Ok will know when I get back home. :-)

@ 12:38 AM on Monday.

Hehehe. Uploading photos right now into the computer while listening to Sam Tsui singing Jar of Hearts on Kuya's laptop. ^^

RESULTSZZZZZZ

Every Girl Is A Princess

2012-01-28T00:51:00.000+08:00

Guess who's gonna be a princess for a day today? Nadine! My sister. Yup, today's gonna be her birthday celebration at E!hub eXplorer kid. Hahaha, I should've picked a "Belle" photo instead of Cinderella.

It's currently gonna be 1 am soon. It's late, yes I know but my body clock is screwed. So, what can I do about it? Absolutely nothing.

I'm kinda excited but it's gonna a room full of kids and their parents so, awkward. Kinda bored right now. Watching the replay of Showtime.

Will blog again after the party tomorrow! Oh and Jannah's gonna teach me about the system of Gmarket. I really wanna buy stuff from there. :(

My dad bought my tresemmé shampoo and conditioner from Giant today and guess what. Two tubs of St. Ives smoothening in-shower exfoliating body polish. Ok honestly it smells weird, smells nature-ish. Hahaha. But hey, I'm gonna try it when I shower later.

Rising.

2012-01-27T21:30:00.000+08:00

I miss dance :'( I miss having fun with my fellow dancers. I miss the hardcore trainings, wishing I never attended any. I miss my body aching the next few days after training. I miss having to dance even though physicals, I was gonna give up. I miss Ms Ivy, my inspirational dance instructor.

Been blogging on the iPad these past few days - I kinda don't like blogging in the guest room where people can see what I'm actually typing. I like privacy, but hey don't worry, I'm not doing anything wrong. LOL.

Mhm. Sooooo, yay I didn't have any work today. Yezzzzzz. So I like kinda relaxed the whole day and enjoyed myself.

Let's see, I went to tampines mall with my mum and Michael. Dad sent us there. Michael went to change money at the money changer. Then he followed me to go and buy bread from breadtalk. I've been craving for this cheesy bread. Omg, it's heavenly. - says a cheese lover.

Then we went to meet my mum who went to have her watches' battery change. Then we happened to pass by Bosini and we saw these shirts on sale - they Toy Story shirts! Ok if you knew me personally, you would know I'm a huge Disney fan. I'd thank my parents for that because they've been surrounding me in Disney stuff since young. I remembered how we would to the Disney shows in the malls and there would be a meet and greet session. & I'd have my picture taken. Hehe. So I couldn't resist not buying the shirt I saw. It's a yellow with the characters printed on it. ^^ my mum bought Michael a shirt too as well as my two cousins and nephew back in San Pablo, Philippines.

Then we liked looked around Converse but as usual there was no sale. :(

So headed to The Royal Sporting House and ended up buying a pair of running shoes even though they were the display pair. My mum sorta promised me that she'd buy me the nice pink one when I really get into JC. Pinky swear? :D

So they went to Century Square while I rused to Tampines 1 and bought Sticky candy and a doughnut for Nadine. And when I met my mum and Michael - he said this "Why are you always eating?" face palm, really. Do I eat all the time? -.-

Then home sweet home! But nope, after that rushed to the church since I can't make it on Sunday. I went for mass with my parents and Nadine since its her birthday.

HAPPYBIRYHDAYDEARSISTER<3

It's her 7th birthday but the actual celebration is tomorrow. But we still had a small dinner cooked up at home. Cool yo. I was kinda full.

I'm seriously in love with my new Disney shirt. It's my third one. I have a raglan t-shirt with Minnie on it and another shirt which is purple and it had the little mermaid on it. Mhm.

My mum said I should get a debit card so that I can buy stuff online. I hope I can when I get my next pay cheque. I really wanna buy those rose rings online as well as maybe a portable charger for my iPhone. The charger at century square was like $18. Nah, online can buy like $7 only. Half the price. So yup, maybe. We'll see.

Ok goodbye. I'm kinda tired. But at least I got my sports shoes and converse bag. ^^

Happygirl95 :D

Bright Lights

2012-01-26T23:55:00.000+08:00

Hola amigos! :-)

Hahahahaha, well I didn't edited my blog post last night because I was busy painting my nails lilac, the same colour I painted for prom night.

Well, they looked fine last night but horrible today :( Sooooo, I guess I have no choice but to repaint some nails but luckily not all.

I haven't been practicing my Amaths and reading up some Chemistry notes. Nope. I've been .... Busy. Busy at work, I mean.

I've got work again today and seriously, I have no mood. I don't even want to go to work at all. I'm a lazy bum and another thing is the long tiring hours standing all day. It's like a major turn off. This is why I'm sticking to my business course when I get to university.

Oh! Guess what. If I really get lucky in the future and after I graduated and everything, I want to start my own business and company. I want to sell my own shoes :-) I think that's a really cool idea. But a lot of money is needed to kick start the idea. So yup, let's see how everything goes 10 years down the road.

It's been a very boring day like no joke. Not even one customer wanted to try on a dress from my brand. It's a slow day. Le sigh. I hate these days. I just wanna go home and talk to my guests. They're actually quite nice to talk to, and all the gossip and story-telling. It's really fun.

Like Melissa said to me, it's no point working in some place where it's not your interest. Because over time, you will try to find something to do with your interest. Ok so I'm really hoping that my shoe company thing will actually happen. *crosses fingers

Oh I'm such an epic fail today. I charged my phone only up to 60% and I had to leave for work already. By break time it's only 31% :(

I was like thinking how on earth could it last till closing and on my bus rise home. Karen didn't bring the charger so I can't charge at my workplace.

Sucks.

I can't wait for my package to come eh. Kekekekeke. My stuff for my Polaroid ^^

I had my usual fried rice and seaweed chicken! Hehehehe, it never gets old ok. I love it.

Sooooo, I swear today was like boring. There was rarely any customers on our side. Mhm. BORING.

But hey, I had some fun because well, I helped Melissa to move the offer wagons and I helped Jannah as well. Hehehe, someone ah, assembled the wagon so noisy! LOL.

There was this customer, who took so long in the fitting room like no joke. I even wondered if she was actually sleeping in it but luckily after trying six dresses, she bought one! ^^

Haha, met Karen again on the bus and she lent me her portable charger. It was cool and I wished I had one. But let's just wait till I actually I have a credit card to buy from Gmarket. And just now, I checked out how much a Polaroid case was in Gmarket - it was half the price I bought from eBay. _|_ this sucks - I could've saved 8 bucks :( Heartpain

Anyway, I got another red packet from Karen. So my red packet money can cover the money I owed my cousin for buying my eBay stuff.

Michael and Tita elsie just came back from the Merlion as well. Haha, they seemed to have fun. Gonna buy my stuff for school tomorrow - bag, shoes, stationary and etc. I think Michael is gonna tag along. Yup, we started talking yo. Great progression.

Ok I saw these rose rings on Gmarket awhile ago and well, I wanna buy 'em! But I have no account and I also don't know the system of Gmarket. The prices and numbers are just so confusing. -.- so I'll ask Jannah later - gonna tweet her.

No work tomorrow! :D

Turnabout.

2012-01-25T00:00:00.001+08:00

Everyone needs a dose of happiness, everyday.

Hi guys :-)

Yes, I'm blogging at 12 am on Wednesday.

Hehe, why? It's probably because I won't have time to do a proper one tomorrow since I've got work. Hoho, work is like really boring as a sales promoter sometimes. Kinda frustrating too.

Anyway, my guests have arrived at like 4.25pm at Changi airport and came to my house almost 5 plus. My mum just nice came from her work. Ok at first, I have to admit, it was awkward. Like super duper über awkward. A-W-K-W-A-R-D. Yes. It's because I don't really talk to my paternal grandma plus her helper is like super friendly, even gave me a belated belated Christmas gift and I just don't really know what to say besides "Thank you". She gave me a red bracelet because she said it was the "hot" thing in the Philippines. LOL.

So yup, awkward until at night when the helper's son, Michael, talked to me. So ya, less awkward but still. I wonder of it's gonna be like this when I go back to Philippines this year.

Sooooooooo, I'll be sleeping in my mum's room tonight and for one week. Omg, I'm scared that my youngest sister would like kick-box me in her sleep because she's really restless. No joke, she last time kicked me dad in the you know where. Ouch.

Mhm, I should go to sleep soon. But I haven't bathed! Ö

I mean shower, not bathe. Ok so, toodles!

Will blog again tonight when I'm not lazy. :-)

Lola.

2012-01-24T14:55:00.002+08:00

I want to party all night at a Taylor Swift's / Katy Perry's concert.

Yesz, I'm kinda jelly that Katy Perry went to Manila, Philippines. How I wish I was there so that I could've bought her tickets and just go to her concert. Le sigh, it did not happen. Ok fine.

Anyway, my grandma's coming over here as I mentioned before. Her flight got delayed twice. That was so epic. Her plan was supposed to leave at 10++ then delayed to 12++ and then to 1++. So we're estimating around 4 to 5pm when she'll be arriving. She's coming with her helper and her helper's son. So 3 guests right. I've got to give up my bed for my grandma so I'll be sleeping in my parents bedroom with my youngest sis and mum on the bed while my dad would sleep on the sofa while the helper and her son would be sleeping on the sofa bed in the guest room. Major changes for a week.

Anyway anyway, have I mentioned this before? LOL I keep repeating the word "mention" makes it sound like I'm on twitter. Ok back to topic. My stuff I want to buy on eBay. Hoho, I'm gonna be broke again. :/ Can my pay faster come as well as school? I want my pay and pocket money from my mum :B Like that right, the saving cycle from my pocket money can start.

It's the year of the water dragon and well, it's been raining on and off for these past few days. I couldn't go jogging for fear of rain. So yup, I've switched to home exercises. But the space at home is small, plus I have guests so it'd be awkward? LOL. Awkward is my speciality. No it'snot, that's just a joke.

I'm kinda hungry right now, because I only had noodles for lunch + some cheese nuggets that don't even taste like cheese. Bleah.

Toodles yo, I have to clean up a little in my room and start doing some exercises. I need to stop myself from gaining anymore weight, seriously.

Picture Perfect.

2012-01-23T14:48:00.003+08:00

My family, today on CNY!

When we visited Vivien's house! Vivien is the pretty girl in white.

Teehee, Polaroids. :-)

Sooooo, guess what. It's Chinese New Year! Happy Lunar New Year! ^^

I stayed up till about 2am last night because y'know there's this saying for this occasion that the longer you stay up, the longer your parents will live. So yup, I hope 2am is good enough or else, omg I would've become a panda today.

I went to church today with my whole family today and even though we were like 10 mins late, we got a seat at the front in the middle of the church. Cool or what yo. But it was kinda cold. I wore my maxi dress that my aunt gave me. Teehee. See the top polaroid! ^^

Anyhoo, we got oranges from the church and yup, the oranges were blessed ^^

Then we headed home and took a quick bite - pancit! My mum and maid cooked a lot for the "celebration" we had. Hahahaha.

Headed to Novena church next to pray. & I feel kinda sad for this old man at the church, a beggar and he was just sleeping there at the stairs. My mum donated some money to him.

Go home and ate again because I was so hungry. I didn't really had any breakfast, just a few pineapple tarts.

Last night was great, bakkwa, pineapple tarts, pancit, lumpia and nuts! Mhmmmm.

I didn't get to jog last night or evening because of the rain -.-

I didn't get to paint my nails either because I was busy re-arranging my belts in an orderly way. Yup, we all wore red. Hahaha.

Today, it's a little bit more relaxed. My arm was sore from yesterday, been cleaning the leather sofa. No joke, tiring. I got like 30 bucks worth of redpacket money. I've decided to use that to buy my polaroid bag/ case and album! Will ask my cousin to help me buy. :-)

I should like buy chocolates when I officially leave work for my colleagues.

CNY Eve.

2012-01-22T15:32:00.003+08:00

Bring me there, please.

I've set a new goal for myself. I will reach it.

You see, over the holidays, I've gained weight. Like a lot. :'(

So I will start eating right, will try to make myself eat veggies and fruits everyday. I will stop snacking on junk food as much as I can. I need to drink more water.

Even my mum said I gained weight last night. :( Fat already. Sigh.

I'm really hoping for my mum to buy a treadmill in March just as she said it.

New goal: Lose at least 5 kg by June. Not end of June but by June. Weight gained was due to me eating supper at 12 am, sometimes rice for supper. LOL.

So now, must lose the weight gained. Plus I need to train my stamina again.

I wanna join dance in JC, so I shall slowly become fit again. Alright, I will plan now. I don't wanna be so thin, just slim. LOL.

Ok bye.

Anyway, I just bathed at 3pm. It's because I woke up late ay 11 am. Then my mum made me clean her leather sofa and it was like dirty yes, but had to use the spray and wipe really hard to get rid of the dirt. Le sigh, I gave up. It was hard work but most of the sofa is like white in a way now. Was sorta watching Inception just now, I really wanna buy the disc so that I can watch it over and over again so that I'll finally get it. Because until now, I've been mindfcuk in a way because I can't the concept of a dream within a dream within a dream. Confusing, yes.

I'm gonna go for a jog later, then play badminton and do some home exercises. Luckily, I don't really celebrate CNY to the max. Or else, I'd be surrounded by CNY goodies and I'd be tempted.

Alright, bye now. Gonna start eating the oranges my colleagues have given me. Goodbye! :-)

It's CNY eve people, hooray!

Hysterical

2012-01-22T00:15:00.003+08:00

LOL at this photo, found it on tumblr.

19 January 2012, Thursday

Hehe, this was the day I went back to work. I surprised everyone :-)

Wen Xiu, the lady at the Wacoal counter, was like the most surprised one. & she gave me a hug :-*

Ok work was not fun. Like I lost my stamina to actually stand for long hours. My feet hurt a lot by 5 pm.

Sold a dress for the entire day. Ok see, I wasn't in the mood to entertain my customers. Why? It was so crowded like nobody's business.

Karen was alone for the half of the day which means I had to help her. I see her so stress like that. So yup, lent her my helping hand and ohmygosh, the place was crowded. Especially when we ate the orange in the storeroom. Like right after we ate and went out of the storeroom, customers wanted new pieces for a lot of stuff and they all wanted to buy something. Wow, that was like the crazy rush hour that I almost nearly died. Haha.

Karen gave me her oranges she was given because she cannot take it anymore. LOL. She's gonna have a sore throat if she continues. Her friend gave her a herbal drink and since it she can't drink, she gave it to me. Oh wow, thanks Karen. But I don't drink herbal drinks. It's all black and it scares me. So instead of being rude to reject, I took it home.

Had my fried rice and waffles for dinner & desert. (Y). Awesome.

Thursday and Isetan was closing at 10.30pm because of extended hours for CNY. Omg nooooooo.

What ruined my whole night was the waiting time for the bus. 14 mins for the bus. I think that's just wrong. -.-

20 January 2012, Friday

Well, 2nd day at work after my long break. Hehe, Asrina was working ^^

I came to my workplace early so that I can buy my yellow ribbon belt. The uantie very nice, give me 30% discount instead of the actual 20%. So I paid only like $7 instead of $8.

Work was alright, sold 2 dresses even though I wasn't even giving a damn. Pro right?

Today Jenny gave me two oranges. Teehee, and Ate Zenny gave me another 2. She was at our area to help us.

Then Karen came back from dinner ay 5.30pm, she gave me a jar full of sesame cookies. Awww :')

Carina came to work today, her hair was cut and dyed dark reddish brown. She looks pretty. Haha.

My boss came, and I was like hoping for some CNY bonus but no. Fat hope, Tracy, fat hope. He was gonna give me a dress for a customer, and this customer was supposed to collect it tomorrow. Yup. Ok can.

21 January 2012, Saturday

Omg, I was so lazy to get up. I had to wake up early today.

We were gonna give the CNY goodies to my ex-neighbours at 230. Yupyup, we visited there. So nice to see familiar faces. Hehe.

Then headed to Vivien's house ^^ Talked for a while and took photos, polaroids actually. But I look so fat :'(

But had to rush back to 230 because my one of my ex-neghbours said they forgot to give us red packets. LOL ok. Thank you, guys :)

Luckily made it home in time for lunch and then I wanted to go out to work. I pressed the lift button, the lift came out up to my level at level 5 and when the doors opened, my current neighbour's cat came out. Like whoa, how did that cat know that it was gonna go up to the right level? O.o Scared the hell out of me.

The bus ride was horrible, horrible traffic jam but I made it in time. Honestly, I didn't really care much at work. It was a busy day because I was like helping Asrina because she was alone at her counter until Jannah comes at 6pm. There was this period in which the auntie alice went out for lunch so left me and Rina. I went to the cashier because I was serving one customer, just nice Rina was at the cashier also. LOL WTF. Who was watching our counters?

Had my same dinner. It was raining so I didn't get to sit at my usual stairs, had to find a seat inside and luckily I found one and planted my but like on that seat for 40++min.

Home sweet home that day, I wanted to collapse. I was so tired. No joke. I had a major panic-attack because one dress was missing and isetan was closing in like 30 mins. I was walking around everywhere trying to find it and I luckily saw this customer holding it. Phew, but she's like a little bit reluctant to give it back, heck care her.

& that customer who was supposed to collect the dress, she didn't turn up. -.-

Lush.

2012-01-18T18:55:00.002+08:00

To infinity & beyond.

I'm finding my fringe really annoying these days. It's because my fringe splits into two, one curls really nicely but the other is like fug.

Oh well. So, I've been slacking the whole day yo. Because I'm cool like that. Teehee.

I've been fiddling with my dad's dslr. Pretty cool camera, if you ask me.

I'm thinking that my dad will eventually buy another dslr and give me the current one. ^^

Hahaha, so well, I've been reading up on how to execute a sparkler photo like the one above. I think it's a really pretty picture and looks amazing. So yup, and finally today, I managed to find a video on youtube about this.

Take a look here, the video is quite detailed.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ISV6G8wc7vI

& what's more, the camera the person is using is a Nikon one. So it helps me a lot because I'm using a camera under the same brand. So similar functions. & tadaaaaa, I finally got it. Now, I just need an opportunity to test it out. But I'm lazy to go down to the park because I need the surroundings to be completely dark and only the sparklers to be the only light source. Ugh. How now brown cow? :(

Well, soon soon. I need to take off the nail polish off my nails because the ones on my hands are ugly because they were spoilt :( Ruined, actually. Then the ones on my toes, well, they've been on my toe nails for over a month plus. & my mum's like making me take them off. But I prefer to leave them there and let the nail polish be scraped off naturally. LOL. what.

Ongoing process of doing another Amaths paper which will be my third once I finish it. (Y)

I heard from my mum that my grandma is actually gonna stay in my house. It's a really big problem because it's not just my grandma, but also her helper and her helper's son. That's 3 people, squeezing into my house with already 6 existing. D:

Plus, I bet it's gonna be so awkward like nobody's business. Why? I don't really talk to my paternal grandma. Only Nadine talks to her, weekly. Me? I have not since my last trip to Philippines, two years ago.

Okok. Gonna put my Amaths aside, and watch some Phineas & Ferb on youtube. Teehee.

I need to lose some weight, or at least be fit with a good stamina. I'm eating more and more because I always feel hungry and I heard from Yiying before that PE in JC is hardcore as in they will make you run every session. *cries. I'm not a physical type of person. :(

Counting Up The Years

2012-01-17T18:57:00.003+08:00

The people who made 14th January 2012 special.

I'm waking up later and later everyday. I woke up nearly 1pm today. & I still feel sleepy. Maybe it's because I keep staying up late at night. Like last night, I stayed up till nearly 2 am because I was kinda addicted to this game - Piperoll on the Iphone. It's fun ok. :-)

Soooo ... today, I did another paper for Amaths because I didn't complete anything yesterday except for the one I half did last week. So yup, altogether 2 papers. Will try to do another one today and then shall do some sit-ups.

I was having a good time today - blasting music on my docking system while doing Amaths. Life's good.

Le sigh, just arranged more photos on the Imac. I hate it when they're not organized. Yes, I'm kinda of a neat-freak.

I'm going back to work this Thursday~ I must remember to top-up my card tomorrow.

Oh and I've been itching to take photos with my polaroid but then again, I don't wanna waste films so ... maybe next week on CNY. :-)

I'm on budget this whole. Like I only have $50 for my working time. But I think I can make it uh, only 6 days of work. Plus all my meals are only $3. So yup, and I pray hard that my commission for December is quite high.

Ohoh, maybe we're gonna visit Vivien soon for CNY ^^ Yay.

Actually, I was supposed to have a movie marathon today @ Diana's house but it failed. -.- Next time maybe?

My sister's 7th birthday is gonna be like a huge celebration because it's gonna cost my parents over 1K. It's probably because her birthday celebration will be at eXplorer Kid. & my paternal grandma will be flying over here to attend. Kinda cool, huh. But she'll be coming with a helper and her helper's son. So, it'd be awkward? LOL. see how, but hopefully, it'd be fun.

Alright, have to go. Need to tumblr now. Bye. :-)

We Can Do This All Night.

2012-01-16T16:44:00.005+08:00

From Diana, Tze min & Gloretta

From Tiffany & Anisa

From Danial

From Maisarah

Pictures of the gifts I've received, thank you guys :')

Today, I had a great sleeping time last night, because I woke up at nearly 12.

Shiok or what.

Was pretty slacked, because all I did so far was to arrange a little bit of stuff.

My goal for today is to clean my room, exercise and do some Amaths.

Apparently, I threw almost everything for Amaths. OH NO.

Will try to complete two papers today, & refresh my memory.

I will also take off my nail polish completely because I'm getting kinda lazy to redo.

Alrighty, goodbye. Short post, but at least I've done the rest. Plus arrange the photos here in my Imac.

Family *hearts

2012-01-16T15:59:00.005+08:00

the black one, underexposed -1st try

The other is my photo - 2nd try.

15 January 2012, Sunday

I woke up at 11 am instead of 10 am. Church was at 11.30am. Omg, I rushed like mad but I made it on time. But I felt so awkward can. So many people O:

Went home for lunch which was the usual and then .... what did I do?

OH YA. I painted my nails turquoise and watched Praybeyt Benjamin again ^^

But my nails got ruined again. Wtf.

So I had to remove the nail polish on three of my nails, one on my left and two on my right. Walao. I look weird.

Went to Swensen's for dinner. I had the terriyaki pasta or something like that. It was nice (Y) & the desert was awesome.

Saw Tiffany and Christabella @ Tampines Isetan. I miss TIffany so much! Even though I just saw her like yesterday? LOL.

Tiffany was like in black even though she wasn't working (She quit already) and was using her phone in hope that her supervisor would catch her using it so that she could say that she's not working. LOL, this Tiffany ah. Too cute. I keep seeing people I've seen before, like the lady at the Guess counter. I think I've seen her at Scotts before when I was working. & the guy at the Fit Flop counter at Takashimaya, I saw him at Nex before. LOL. What is this.

I saw Mr Shafie at the carpark there O:

At home, I tested my Polaroid, my first film failed. It was a family photo some more :(

But the 2nd turned out fine. Why. :(

Oh well, I wasted 2 films for testing. Sucks. But that is life, it is never fair. :(

3 sad smileys in a row. Ok can. Planning to bring my Polaroid to my trip to Philippines this year, and spam with my cousins! Saving my films for Nadine's birthday party :-)

Picnic! @ Pasir Ris Park!

2012-01-16T15:26:00.004+08:00

My brand new Polaroid! Model 25S :-)

14 January 2012, Saturday

Hi guys! :-*

Picnic plan today! Headed out like at 12.45pm and bought bee hoon & some seaweed chicken because I wasn't able to buy seaweed chicken last night. Too tired?

Met up with Danial and Maisarah first then Mais said she had to go home and pick up the nuggets so yup, I followed since Tiffany & Anisa were running late and said would meet us there. Alright, picked up the nuggets and then bused to Pasir ris park. :-) We were like lost and this two people ah, Ang Master and Anisa were not picking up their phones or replying our texts so we ended up sitting down on some random bench. There was this ang moh that like asked us if the music we were hearing was a concert. Uh no man, it's a Malay wedding, somewhere among the trees. O.O We can't see the wedding but we could hear it. Finally we met up with them and we had our picnic. Teehee, After that we went for a bicycle ride. It was funnnnnnn.

But I had not been cycling for so long, a little bit wobbly. LOL.

We were like taking group photos and then this ang moh guy who we spoke to earlier offered to help us take photo. Ok can. But the one I put on timer was much better than the one he took :X

Anyway, we cycled for quite a while and stopped at some rock place with rocks everywhere. Danial began having a water show, throwing water everywhere.

Oh and we saw this photoshoot taking place but the people were like dressed up like people at the zoo. O.o

Had ice-cream and then returned our bikes, bused back to interchange. Maisarah got off and headed home first, Danial parted ways with us at well because he had a chalet to go to. Tiffany and Anisa & I went to the sports centre and ate pasta from Pastamania for dinner. I honestly thought it was spicy eh. So i didn't finish. Dad texted me that they would be meeting me later after church. So we walked to the dte bus stop to wait for my parents.

Had a good talk and eventually parted ways with them.

Met my family at eXplorer kid. They were just there to take the photo for the membership card, lol I thought we were all gonna watch a movie or something. But no.

Riny told me about a temporary shop that sold polaroids but no thanks. I'd rather buy from an authorised dealer. At least, I know they won't cheat me. So we headed to white sands, went to the photo shop and yup, I saw the polaroids. Ok I couldn't choose exactly which one to buy because the old model was $139 and was manually set. The new on was $219, $80 difference. The new one was fully automatic, has a mirror for self-portraits, dual shutter, has add-on lens and is light weight not bulky. So yup, my parents approved since it was my hard-earned money. :-)

But I feel kinda broke.

Went to Tom& Stephanie to get my sister a dress for her party but no more new piece, guess my parents just have to settle with the dress at home.

Ok, my life is kinda complete by now.

I went on a shopping spree, I had a picnic and I got a polaroid. :-)

OH - not to mention, Swensen's tomorrow with my whole family! Yay!

Shopping Spree!

2012-01-16T14:30:00.003+08:00

13 January 2012, Friday

Friday the Thirteenth, guys. Cool or what.

But hey, I got a shopping date with Tze min today. Kekekeke.

So I met her inside the mrt station here at Pasir ris. Thank you for the gifts! :-)

Trained to town @ Somerset. Ate at breadtalk because we were like starving. HAHA.

Then she withdrew money, she kepy saying it as "draw" money. LOL. How can you draw money, Tze min?

Headed to Forever 21 first :-)

Ok I fell in love with all those clip on stuff. Like the polka dot bows in the picture and the roses as well. I thought of my sister - she like purple so I got her one pair. Hey, they were pretty cheap y'know. Only $3 for a pair. So I got 3 pairs. Hahaha.

Then I got a make-up brush set for my maid - her advance birthday gift.

I didn't really like the clothes there, Idk why.

But I bought this top - which looked pretty similar to the Esprit one I saw last year. & guess what, it's only $13.

So, I spent like $26.10 there. Went to Cotton On and I ended up buying a package belt thing - $16.95, if I'm not wrong, for three skinny belts.

Walked to H&M and I ended up buying a pair of red shoes, like tennis shoes. Hehe, I wanna wear 'em to JC. :-) I wanted this dress, it was all lace-y and veil type the material but hell yes it was nice. I was hoping it would fit me well and I took a long time to queue. I hated the fitting rooms because it was the curtain type and I felt insecure like someone would just grab the curtains and expose me. LOL.

The items I tried on, it didn't fit me well. Sucks. Even the dress D: If only it came in a size smaller. *cries

Well, basically, that's it. $17.90 @ H&M.

Walked further and stopped to get some ice cream. Teehee. Watched this guy who was painted like a statue. & Tze min was like "Why is everyone looking at the statue?" LOL, it's a person, my dear. So we stood there, watching the guy like acting as a robot & then continued to finish our ice-cream before being approached by some guy who was from a charity organisation for the victims of the floods in the Philippines. Yes, so me and tze min ended up donating. LOL - it was clearly the guy was a Filipino because of his accent. Then when I asked him in Tagalog, "Filipino po kayo?" He was like shocked because I don't look like a Filipino, thanks ya. From takashimaya, walked to Wisma & we went to the store my mum said, Sixties inspired. The clothes there are really cool, plus the material is thick and the price was reasonable. Another $59.90 there for a dress, skirt & belt. By that time, I didn't want to spend anymore.

We walked up to Isetan to see Mango but got nothing nice. Then wanted to visit Auntie Kim, Tze min's colleague there @ Black Closet but guess what stopped us. Our boss. He was there steaming clothes. -.-

So we stayed at the neighbouring counter and guess what, the promoter was a Filipino! :-) Had fun talking to her and she kept asking why we don't wanna talk to our boss. No way.

After that, grabbed bubble tea and sat down for awhile before going home.

Thanks Tze min, I had fun :-)

x. & thank you for the gifts ^^ <3

JAE.

2012-01-12T16:38:00.003+08:00

I have not been running for a long time. :(

Teehee. It's a lazy day again!

Woke up nearly 12 noon. I had my last pandesal with Queso :'(

Have to wait until my grandma comes to bring more ^^

Sooooo, I really feel like doing some Amaths and reading up some Chem. :-)

Call me crazy or what but I don't care. I'm pretty scared for JC life y'know. I mean I'm excited to be (hopefully) accepted into Meridian Junior College. The school looks cool to me, really. Oh I'm really hoping I'd be having classmates / schoolmates that I already know so that I wouldn't be a loner. :/

Oh well. Oh the guy came to fix the Imac again. Yay, it's fixed. & I finally submitted my JAE form. Really hope I'd get into MJC arts stream. All my sec school life I've been aiming for the science stream because I'm a pure science student. But then again, I don't need science in business. I only need A level Maths or O level Amaths.

So yup, I'm gonna be an arts student. :-)

My mum finally gave me her Louis Vuitton wallet ^^ Yes, it's a hand-me-down but who cares?

She only gave it to me because I have money to put inside. She doesn't like the idea of the wallet being empty money-wise.

This weekend is gonna be so awesome!

13th Friday (tomorrow) - Shopping with Tze min @ Town <3

14, Saturday - Picnic with a bunch of friends @ Marina Barrage

15, Sunday - Dinner with family out. ^^

Then next Tuesday - dinner with Riny @ DTE. ^^

Oh and my boss tried to make me work this weekend - hell no. I have so many good plans already. Plus I have a life. LOL. Oh & until now, my sister has not come back from school. Idk what's happening. She didn't call whatsoever.

She's so dead. Haha, my mum's gonna scold her like no tomorrow.

Oh well - tomorrow is gonna be an awesome day I will study after dinner. ^^

So, yup. Bye.

I'm 17!

2012-01-11T19:55:00.004+08:00

Oh hi guysz. :-)

Guess what - I'm 17 today!

Yes, it's my birthday! *dances.

Well, let's see. Woke up at 10am in order to prepare for the MJC open house. Went with Yiying there. Haha, kinda epic the way we met because I actually found the main gate but Yiying didn't. LOL.

But anyway, we met and we went into the open house. Saw Valerie, Cherng Hann, Nicholas and Glen there and they sang me a birthday songgggg. Hehehe. Love you guys.

Yiying's boyfriend came over and he showed us around. Amanda was there at Band. We saw like so many familar faces - Meng Kang, Jing Wei, Ru Xun, Danial. etc!

Openhouse was fun - especially the mass dances. It was pretty cool, really. :-)

Ok then well this senior gave us a talk about Mjc. & gave us the subject combo slip. Yes! My combo is in!

So yes, I'm most probably gonna go to Mjc. ^^ Walking distance wasn't so bad.

Homed - then rested awhile.

Headed out to the bank at white sands with my mum. YES - my pay is in my bank! 900+++ but he still owes me money so not so bad. Plus I'm going back to work yo - means more $$$$

But I withdrew 400 bucks already. LOL. Need to work more huh.

Bought my cake and headed homeeeee.

Pffft, I swear this day was going great until my sister ruined it. Why? She was whining all over about the computer not working. Fine, it wasn't working. Then she began to get all worked up over a pen that I don't know where I put. Over a pen. Then my maid put words into my mouth and my youngest sis believed her and she hates. See, fucked up birthday. 2 in a row already. *congrats tracy.

Ugh.

ok nvm, at least my mum gave me that Coach bag. I swear Karma's gonna get them. It's my fucking birthday, can't they just be nice? Obviously, no.

alright, but anyway, thank you guys who wished me via text/twitter/facebook. I love you guys. <3

DILEMMA D:

2012-01-10T20:29:00.004+08:00

Marissaaaaaaaaa <3

My fellow dancers :-*

Tze min & yours truly. We have the look-a-like of each other's dresses. LOL.

Photos from the grad night Dvd the school gave us. I'm in quite a few pictures! HAHA. Y'know why? Because Marissa's the photographer! LOL

Sooooo, I've been a lazy pig all day. No joke.

I woke up late, I didn't bathed until around 2.30pm and then I watched a movie to waste my night away.

I watched Vice Ganda's Praybeyt Benjamin :D Cool movie, dude.

Oh & my tutor dropped by my place to give me advice on my tertiary studies.

Ok all set, I know what I want.

I want the Arts Stream - taking Econs, Maths, Lit & Chem plus the compulsory GP, project work and Mother tongue.

The only problem I have right now is that I only want to go to Mjc & Srjc. Oh no. Howwww. I have 10 more choices to go. HOW. HOW. I'm going mad, this is so tough.

I'm scared I won't get into MJ & then later Sr reject me also. I don't want Tp.

Ok nvm. I had disgestive biscuits today, I love them so much. Hahaha, comfort food.

OH & pandesal + Queso for breakfast today felt so heavenly. It reminded me when me, Maxine and our aunt and uncle took us to the restaurant @ Landmark Makati. Omg, first time I tasted Queso with toasted pandesal. (Y)

Best.

Uh. Been lazing around & I don't like it.

Oh well, at least I'm going for the MJC open house tomorrow! & I'm going with Yiying! :)))

OHHHHH. Tomorrow ... it's my BIRTHDAY. I'M GONNA BE 17. :)

See you, guys. I'd be expecting presents to rain on me tomorrow ;)

Oh, and my pay cheque is today - my boss is banking it in for me today. But only 925.57

It should be 969.57 k. Wth. Did he cheat my money?!

Oh and I'd be going back to work on some days in later January. Hoho, I'm missing my Nex family already :-)

O LEVEL RESULTS

2012-01-09T20:17:00.002+08:00

HI GUYS.

Big font for this post :D

WHY, Because my O level results are here!

Ok see I was so nervous, scared and anxious for this day for the past days. & well, my mum came to school with me. I needed her there.

So I went to school like past 1.30. Everyone was there being so anxious and nervous and I was like just gonna die.

Was so tense in the hall with the long intro and slowly the showing of the current status of grades. I was like so shocked that the passes for English was only 99%

I became scared after that. & OMG. 4/7 beat 4/8's average L1R5 score of 14.2 over 14.4.

We cool or what. LOL.

Then the showing of top scorers - 4 distinctions and above.

I was one of the top scorers. I was so blessed.

I got 4 distinctions :') I saw my name on the screen, I went up on the stage to collect my results. I took a photo with the principal. It was a dream come true - sure, it wasn't the 5 or 6 distinctions I hoped for but hey, at least God granted me the wish of being on the stage. :')

I'm so happy. But then I felt kinda numb. As the announcement passed by, we were all clapping and cheering. Then came the giveaway of Cds, magazines, info booklets and yearbook.

Guess what I got.

L1R5 (JC) - 11 points.

L1R4 (Poly) - 8 points.

See my results slip above. :')

Thank God.

After that, had to take photo with the other top scorers at the tower.

A little bit disappointed because all my Bs were B3s and it means that I could've reached that A2 which is a difference of 4 marks. aoiehdwqe

Ok done already. 3 A1s, 1 A2, 3 B3 and 1 C6

After everything, me and Tze min headed to central to buy our bubble tea and seaweed chicken. :)

I miss doing that. Le sigh.

Then headed to interchange to top up and home! Visited my mum at the ntuc first.

Home then dragged my sister to go to church with me because I wanna go but I don't want to go alone.

So ... we went for mass and visited my mum again then home!

Been reading my info book and I'm clueless. Ugh.

On the brighter side - going to MJC open house on my birthday, this Wednesday with Yiying! Long time no see her, hahaha. So, yup. Oh and she's planning to go to MJC too! Yay! :)

Alright, blogging done.

Shall go and wait for my dad to come home & ask him to take us out soon to eat and celebrate ^^

Heart-Stopping.

2012-01-08T12:20:00.002+08:00

It's Sunday, folks.

You know what that means ... Tomorrow's Monday.

I'm dreading it, and wishing Sunday would last all day forever. I'm really scared, I can't make it and meet my expectation. I'm afraid that it wouldn't happen.

OK. Let's switch to a new topic.

Well, I've been making my farewell cards, only to a few people. Lazy to do for everyone. & I'm lacking of time as well.

I wanna watch some broadway shows! Like Wicked, I heard from my Tita (Aunt) that it was amazing. I watched the Lion King last year, it was great.

I'm gonna slack today, for it's my last happy day to do so. & I'm wishing that my pay would faster come to me.

Shopping date with Tze min on the 13th! & Picnic birthday celebration on the 14th! :D

This week is like a mixture, I mean the following week.

Good and bad.

Waiting for my chicken rice and wanton noodles for lunch, yes I like mixing noodles and rice together to eat.

I'm pinoy yo. OH & Tita Cecile is coming back to SG today! My spanish bread & pandesal! ^^

I miss that. Hoho.

Will be going to church later for mass. Hell yes, I'm gonna pray hard for tomorrow.

& I'll be having Swensen's takeout for dinner! Yay chicken baked rice.

Alright, see you!

Toodles~

Memory Lane.

2012-01-07T23:58:00.002+08:00

Open House.

Hi yo.

Past 12 again. Sigh.

But hey, I made it to the CCA open house this year @ PRCS. & yes, the dress code is strict. No short skirts or shorts or slippers. Must be proper, lol. Luckily I wore jeans and the top. But boy, was it hot. Met Danial at the bus stop, he was actually supposed to be late but .. he reached first. How is that possible? Is he a wizard? LOL

CCA open house was alright I guess, I get to see old faces. I miss my juniors so much. :')

& I saw many of my old schoolmates. In actual fact, I miss school but at the same time I don't.

Everyone's talking about Monday, the Big Day.

Ugh, I'm scared. My panic mode is on and off.

I'm scared I can't make it to go onto the stage to collect my results, I'm scared my efforts in studying wasn't enough. It was enough to get the grades I deserve, not enough, not good enough.

To think I could probably kill myself over grades. Sigh. I wouldn't. not worth it.

But still, it'd hurt so much if it happened like that.

I pray hard it wouldn't. Danial thinks he can't make it to JC. That's funny. If he can't make it, neither can I.

Uploading overdued photos on facebook currently.

Hoho.

I'm glad that my dancers believed that I could make. Love them truckloads. Anyway, I'm hungry.

I got used to eating at late late night. :(

Oh I took a nap today and I got a horrible dream. Really scary.

That there was this kid, a teen we all know. She ended up trying to kill us. Omg, scary shit. I woke up like as if it really happened, the tension and everything. *touch wood.

Been doing cards for my dear friends and teachers, a letter of appreciation since we are gonna say goodbye on Monday. :'(

I don't want to say goodbye to high school. No, I want it to stay.

Pictures above are from the CCA Open house.

x. Need to find food soon.

Farewell, Awesome People. :')

2012-01-07T00:30:00.005+08:00

Ate Zenny, Me & Ate Melissa.

Ps, Ate means older sister.

Karen with her cute hat.

Karen again. HAHA

Melissa!

My awesome assistant supervisor.

Wen Xiu, the lady I always visit her counter. :)

Auntie Soo Lian, me & Karen.

Auntie Soo Lian. ^^ & Karen's hand. LOL

Auntie Alice.

Asrina! RINAAAAAA.

Carinaaaaa & me.

Rabita & me!

Pictures with my colleagues @ Isetan Nex. <3

Today's my last day of work! Actually, since it's already the 7th, yesterday was my last day of work.

I was in a mixture of feelings, really. Kinda like relieved that I'd be stopping work but really sad because I've been around these people for like almost a month. I got attached to them. :(

When I went to the bus stop, omg I just missed the bus. Ok nevermind, I still have time. But then, there was this wave of Malay siglap boys that came to the bus stop. So I figured, they were gonna go for their Friday prayers but oh man, it'd mean they're gonna take my bus. Luckily, I got a seat. HAHA. But I couldn't really breathe. The boys probably had Pe before because their sweat in the air-conditioned bus. I could've suffocated. LOL.

So they dropped off at this bus stop but then, at the next bus stop, another wave of students boarded the bus. Aiyoh.

Worked at nex and talked to Rinaaaaaaaa. HAHA. I had my dinner which was fried rice and seaweed chicken. Yum. I've been having the same dinner for this whole week now. LOL. But nice ok. The fried was really good and I haven't ate seaweed chicken since the start of O levels. I had prima deli waffles for my desert and I ate them on the staircase outside nex. It was so windy, so shiok. Great last meal at nex.

I had fun on my last day, taking pictures :) & even with the assistant supervisor, Melissa. :)

She's awesome. Hehe , plus she's pinoy too! Gossiped abit and well, took more photos. I even let go of my rush-ness tonight and took one last photo with Ate Melmel and Ate Zenny. :)

Waited for Karen to change and we took the bus together. Had a great chat and I got home!

Had meltz for my supper. :D Yes, junk food again. SIGH.

Tomorrow, or well later, I need to wake up at 7am. Need to reach my school, PRCS at 8.30am. Hohoho.

Why? I'm gonna go to the open house! YAY! I miss juniors! But I heard from Yancy that I must wear "appropriate" dressing. Ugh, no choice I have to wear jeans. widuqwhoegd

Grrr.

Oh well. I got Melissa's number yo! Hehehe. Love her. :) <3

Ok, need to go sleep now. Well, shower first then sleep.

x. <3

OMG.

2012-01-07T00:25:00.001+08:00

OMG OMG OMG.

The date of the results are in, since Wednesday, Jan 4 2012.

I was very panicky. Really, I saw Yan li post from twitter and it was confirmed.

9th JANUARY 2012! OMG.

STAY TUNED FOLKS.

Dirty Dancing In The Moonlight

2012-01-07T00:14:00.002+08:00

Yours truly, on Christmas eve.

HAPPY 2012!

Haven't been blogging since new year's eve?

Well, it's because 1. I don't have much free time to blog & to go on tumblr ;( I miss my tumblr!

2. The IMac broke down on Tuesday. It totally sucks can. I hope none of our stuff gets lost. We don't have a backup. So yup. Another quick update?

1 January 2012, Sunday

I had to go to Scott's in the morning and at nex in the afternoon. Met Amirah in the lift :)))

Work was really fun with her & since it was my last day working at scotts, I took a picture with her ^^

Then after that, I headed to serangoon. Nearly got lost at the dhouby gaut station because it was huge o.o

But I made it to serangoon.

Had KFC for my new year lunch. A big meal actually: Meltz, mash potato, cheese fries and mountain dew. I couldn't finish my cheese fries, well, only a few fries left so not that bad. Yes, that was how I celebrated because I was working. :(

Work went by and I went home after that.

Rushed home and the bus was damn slow. -.-

Got home and was surprised that Tita Asil and her family was there as well as Tita Flor. They were having the new year meal and so afterwards, we all went to church and omg, it was so packed. We had to go up to the gallery and stand but luckily got people leave so we had a seat eventually.

We went home and had dinner.

Tita flor left and we went out to tampines area. I really wanted to go to Mango because the sale is just awesome.

But no, I didn't make it in time because my mum took quite long at G2000 so yup, didn't get to go.

Buttttttt. We visited Tita Bobby & Tito Daniel. My parents wanted to give them their Christmas gifts. We stayed there till midnight. Idk, the adults were like just chatting. Hahaha, my relatives, even on my mum's side when she phonecalled them like last week, find it it quite cool that us teens here in Singapore can actually work and earn money. Why?

In the Philippines, the people working at Macdonalds restaurants etc are actually college graduates. This shows the lack of jobs there, so I kinda find myself lucky to have a job. Even though my boss sucks. - in a way he's too stingy. My commission also take away from me. Le sigh.

2 January 2012, Monday

Working at Nex till like ... My last day of work which is the 6th.

Actually, right now, I don't wanna leave work. :(

I have all these awesome colleagues who always give me sweets and chocolates and we'd have our secret picnic. Then it's always so nice to chat with them or even gossip.

Hoho.

Anyway, Jannah's working today because she can't tomorrow since she's going back to school.

Kinda cool chatting with her and Rina. Though Rina is short for Asrina. Asrina thought I was Chinese. LOL.

I can't blame her because China people/ customers even talk to me in Chinese. Please lah, I'm too dark skinned to actually resemble a Chinese. Maybe mistaken for a Malay or an Eurasian can still be acceptable. LOL.

Oh I didn't have much customers. Doesn't matter, not like I want to entertain them anyway. Plus no commission here at nex so nevermind lo.

My sisters' last day of happiness because they have their first day of school tomorrow~ me? I'd still be working but at least I have my good night's sleep.

3 January 2012, Tuesday

My dad took the day off. He wants to send Nadine to school personally and also visit her during recess. Nadine's only a primary one. & you know P1 is like very important to have a good foundation. - like to know how to buy food for herself, handle money and handle the workload. But I think she's having fun.

& for Maxine, it's her first day as a sec one. Pretty cool right! This year got P1, Sec1 and maybe a JC 1 or Poly 1. :-)

Maxine doesn't look stressed so that's good, right?

I'm like worried for them because they're starting in a new school and have to make new friends. Then I remember myself. LOL. I have to go through the process too, soon!

Omg. & I've been thinking about results day and I pictured it in my mind. I want to go up on the stage to collect my results. I want to be a top student. But, doesn't it look like I'm aiming to high?:(

Sigh.

Work was so boring I swear. The time was damn slow during the day. We barely had any customers. I didn't sell anything. Heck care k.

But I had fun with Rina and Karen. :)

The IMac is down :(

4 January 2012, Wednesday

the IMac is still down :(

My sis went for a camp yo. Which means she won't be sleeping at home tonight. Hehehehehe.

Work was today. With Rina and Karen. & Carina. Karen even made me go buy kitkat halfway during work because she felt like eating chocolate. HAHAH I got lost and couldn't find the value dollar shop. I eventually found it, there was this staircase that goes from the second floor to the the fourth floor. Ok can.

Bought the chocolate and "smuggled" it into the sales floor. & yup, I got Kitkat as my reward? LOL.

Didn't sell anything. *claps.

Oh and my mum cute or what.

I was about to go back to work after my break but guess what. My mum called and I thought it was something important.

Hahaha, turned out she was asking whether I wanted the mango tank top. I asked her to buy me in red and size small. :-)

Then she told me he went shopping. What I heard is that she bought a dress that costs 99 bucks and a belt that's 10? I couldn't hear properly. Lol.

But when I went back home, it was only 29.90 but the dress was beautiful really in coral orange and the belt in yellow. It was damn nice. Idc, I'm gonna go to that shop and shop like mad when I get my pay. Speaking of that, my boss still hasn't collected my punchcard. Wtf can.

How is he supposed to give me my money?!

_|_ mfcb.

5 January 2012, Thursday

Valzie visited me ^^ <3

Hehe. Love her. Work was as boring as ever but no matter, it's my second last day in work. So yup. Really considering to go back to work near CNY period. Sigh.

Money y'know. Le sigh?

Oh well. Work was Idk weird? There was this customer Rabita talked about - a suspicious woman who took like 6 tops from the offer wagon and took one top from Rabita's counter without the hanger. Rabita was alert and told her to try at our fitting room that side. But the auntie ignored her and continued walking. Even when directed to the cashier the auntie don't wanna go. Suspicious right?

Luckily Rabita took her clothes back but she didn't see the auntie again. For me, I wasn't there, I came later. But I noticed this auntie who looked suspicious. She was holding onto Auntie Alice's counter the clothes but she didn't wanna try. Her excuse was that she was gonna find a top to match. Guess what, a few min later, I saw the auntie without the pants. She was at the Auntie Alice's counter and took another pants. Alice put the pants in the fitting room but the auntie said she wants to find a top to match. Bullshit, same excuse. In the end, the auntie walked off without trying the pair of pants.

Auntie Alice managed to find the missing one at her offer wagon, luckily.

I had fried rice again today, for 3 days now. Nice y'know. I eat with seaweed chicken. :D

OH VALERIE VISITED ME. YAYAYAYAY. :)

She wanted to surprise me but lol, failed. Hehehe.

I miss her :( All the best, Valzie.

Haha, this Wei Hao give me sweet. LOL because the sweet Karen gave him yesterday was like not nice actually? So he gave me a better type, Nerds.

I have awesome friends here at nex. The promoters, staff and even the security guards. <3

Haha, there's this security guard named Rizal, I think. That's what Mel called him. He'd always collect number tag from me so that I'd get my bag first, even if I'm the first one to exit. HAHA.

Home sweet home. My mum took my belt to the place where she bought her belt, and the people there helped me punch hole into my belt Ate Nikki gave me. Haha, my mum quite thick skinned yup, but I love her.

My sis on the other hand, came back from camp tonight and she was in a bad mood. Oh and she lost a whole set of clothes at her school. Wtf, how can lost? -.-

iMac is still down, awwww, my poor baby :'( But the repair man will come back tomorrow. Hopefully by then. *prays really hard.

Ugh, A little bit pissed at my sis for being so careless, really. Facepalm.

Last day of work tomorrow! :(/ :) I don't really know if I should be uber happy or super sad. Sigh, life.

Priceless. / Goodbye 2011.

2011-12-31T23:44:00.004+08:00

Us, on Christmas eve. My beloved family.

Hey folks! Thanks for coming to my blog!

Yes, finally blogging again since Thursday! Yipeeee, I'm excited, why? It's New Year's EVE. Yes, in a few more minutes, I will say "Goodbye 2011, I had fun. Thanks for the memories." & I'd welcome 2012.

So first, update!

So on Thursday, I got my vaccination for the cervical cancer and my arm is still swollen at the area where I got the jab. Until now -.- It's the first time my arm got swollen & it hurts :( Oh, Thursday. Thursday was epic. I got my hair cut right, and the person cut my hair unevenly. Wtf can. I came back and he did it again and then I was satisfied but after my jab, I was still not happy so at night went back to the salon. Luckily, the guy was nice and helped. ^^

Oh and in between went to white sands to buy my maid a cotton on tee for her Christmas gift. & I bought cheese frieszxczxc. Mhmm. That's the way, I love cheese fries. *insert heart shape.

So ...

30 December 2011, Friday

@ Nex once again and it was so boring really. Nothing much yo exceot that Wei Hao told me Yu Jie was there but I didn't see him so yup. Nothing else but this customer I find quite unreasonable. She wanted to exchange a pair of shoes but she already wore them out! Ew what is this but in the end they exchanged it. They shouldn't have. That's disgusting really.

31 December 2011, Saturday.

Today! New Year's eve baby!

Working at Scotts. Had some mac breakfast before I left and milo in a can. Worked from 12.30-9.30pm. Shiok or what.

Who am I kidding. LOL. But it was a good thing that Amirah was working today. <3 Love her loads because I talk to her whenever I can. It helps to pass the time plus she is is cool yo!

So I sold 1.4K today yes. My boss found the memo while I was on break and he claimed it as himself. Hello wtf? Stingy or what? Oh wait, stingy. I don't care I still sold a lot which means my commission is like $11 today. Not bad right? There was this customer(s) a Singaporean man and his China girlfriend. His girlfriend, or wife, maybe tried on this dress and she liked it very much that she wanted to wear it out. Ok so I brought the guy to the cashier and he paid for it. & only then after he paid, she found the dress a little dirty. Ok so I bring out new piece but this piece cannot zip even though same size T_T

I thought I was gonna die, seriously. The guy was like "How can I accept this?!" He was already fuming mad.

But his girlfriend wanted the old one even though it was dirty, she said to just go home and wash. Phewww.Thank God.

That problem was so frustrating.

Oh and there was this lady who tried on so many that I can like die of frustration as well because I cannot place them all fast enough back to the original places. I even lost hangers. All the dresses tally but the hangers lost. Good job.

But that lady who tried many, she bought 3. ^^ Gossiped with Amirah. Hohoho and this new promoter. Today was kinda fun, honestly. Amirah and I thought we'd countdown at Isetan. Sad lives we had. Btw, she cut new bangszxc. She looks cute! Even talked to this Indian cashier, Irene. She like cute also. Funny too! Ohkay, well I went home and the train wasn't as crowded but it still was.

Countdown at my house! Had our family tradition and ate a feast at this hour - 12. midnight. We jumped like crazy. :) I love my family. <3

Watching Inception with my dad now. Gonna eat ice cream soon. Teehee.

Tomorrow working at Scotts and nex. Ugh. oiuytfgv. I hate this.

But oh well, 2012, I'm ready for you. ;)

Wrapped Around My Little Finger,

2011-12-29T12:26:00.004+08:00

Yours Truly, on Christmas eve. :)

Hello beautiful ladies and handsome men. LOL, what am I doing.

Ok I shall do an update from Christmas to today. :-)

After all, this is my diary.~

25 December 2011, Sunday

It's Christmas baby~! I've unwrapped all my gifts though I must say that this year, my amount of gifts are very little. :-(

Oh well. My parents still gave me a docking system for my Iphone as well as the Famous Amos cookies yo. <3

I have to work on Christmas FMSL. S stands for Sad. But luckily I was working at Nex and not at Scotts. Why? I can't stand the supervisor at Scotts - Susan. She even told me that she heck care me y'know. Fine. Karma will get you and people will heck care you too, bootlicker. Yes, the people there, some are quite plastic. Oh and what's more, the people there, they don't really care about their customers. There was this one time when a customer asked me whether the children's department would fit her grand daughter. Since I didn't know, I asked the bunch of women at the other counter, they said obviously not and they said to just don't care about the customer. See, the people there are like this. Quality service, yeah right. Plus I heard that the pay is quite low, like 900+ per month which was around $4/h. Wow, I actually earn more than them. :/

Probably why Trina quit. I'm not trying to be mean but really.

So Christmas, I felt really sad because my family went out without me. Sigh.

But the brighter side is that my family came to fetch me. They came like 20 mins before Isetan closed and they waited for me. My mum even tried on one of the dresses. HAHA. Then when my work ended, my dad bought us Wendy's :) & they even bought my Japanese fish pancake and Muah Chee from town! Yum.

I even had spaghetti at home! I was going to be fat, no doubt. Because I had Kfc for my Christmas dinner. Yes, I was so pathetic. But hey, great day :') I felt really touched that my family came.

26 December 2011, Monday

I was a Scotts to work. Ok now it wasn't so bad yup. I drank my milo before I went to work.

Oh and I was like anticipating the morning meeting so I walking back and forth of the front cashier to my counter. Morning meeting was so-so. My work was alright, I met a girl named Amirah - she's 17 and waiting for the O level results as well! She's pretty cool and interesting and I like the way she talks - Proper English! YAY.

Haha, and whoa was I stressed because there were too many people coming at once around the afternoon and my counter was packed. I was alone at my counter so I had to attend to customers, see whether they need help and make sure no takes anyhow plus accompanying customers to the cashier. Wtf.

In amidst the chaos, I lost like 5-6 dresses. Of course I was panicking uh. So I called my boss and he told me to just do my best. Yeah? My best was losing clothings. Pffft. Plus there was this customer who was so f annoying. She wanted two of the dresses she tried on and asked for a new piece but well, we didn't have. & she kept bugging me if one of the dresses only came in purple and black. Well, obviously even my boss said so. She didn't fucking believe me. Excuse my language but really and she even asked me whether wisma outlet have. Hello, this is Isetan not a boutique. We don't do phonecall stuff. But I did it anyway so that she'd go away. I told her that my boss reserved her new one and she asked me like I was lying to her. I lie to her I will benefit meh? Idc if she's a regular customer. & even my assurance, she didn't wanna let go of the dress and we also don't allow customers to hold the items and walk around in case they steal right. But she walked off. Seriously, cannot stand it. I was like complaining to Amirah non-stop. Oh and she wanted to buy at Scotts but exchange at Wisma. It was actually not allowed and when I told her that, she was fuming mad. I bet she's bad-mouthing me in Chinese. Like I care anyway. Thank God she went to Wisma and my boss came for my dinner break. He would handle everything. What a headache.

Amirah bought me chocolates as a Christmas gift when she went out for her break. She's really sweet :')

She said she bought it as a Christmas gift despite knowing me for just a few hours because she said she saw how hardworking I was. Aww, thanks dear :') I'm really touched.

9.30pm ended work but could only leave at 9.40pm. Home sweet home after that!

27 December 2011, Tuesday

Thank God I was at Nex today. It was pretty slack yup. Made a new friend named Asrina. Funny thing is that she actually thought I was Chinese. Hahahaha. With my skin tone, how ca I actually resemble a Chinese? Most people mistaken me for a Malay which was ok because we look a bit similar.

So my work was really slack and my stomach's fine already. No more feeling of vomiting etc. In fact even if I ate rice for dinner, I was already hungry. Last week, I was like feeling full all the time and even wanna vomit on an empty stomach. Now I'm hungry, hungry. forever hungry.

28 December 2011, Wednesday

Today was the date of my class chalet. Oh guess what. I can't go. Why? I've got work to go to. :'(

Sooooo ... working at nex wasn't so bad. Oh yeah, on New Year day, I have to go to church for new year mass as well as to visit/ have a meal with my relatives coming here, Tita Bobby and Tito Daniel to visit their daughter - cousin Nikki here. Then my boss doesn't wanna like give me so I texted him that if he really can't give me, I'd quit. & he's been trying to call me but I ignored them, like a boss yo.I was kinda anticipating him to come over at nex to talk to me personally. But no. Hahahaa. Tze min & Jia Ling came to visit me today! Yay. They were heading to the class chalet but Jia Ling had to return her name tag and punch cards.

Oh well. Then Tze min whatsapped me at night saying that Mr Collin and You yan were looking for me. Aww. Even Amanda was too, she tweeted me! Sorry folks, Tracy is busy at work. Nah, not really busy. But I can't pon.

Awww, I'm touched. :')

29 December 2011, Thursday

You know what today is, don't you? It's my day off! :D

Heh, I woke up like going to 12pm. Yes man, I miss this feeling. Ok so today, I'm gonna go for a haircut. Yup. Not gonna cut my fringe though, I'd be doing that myself. :)

Oh and my mum informed me today about going for the vaccination against the cervical cancer thing. Wow, the whole set is like $390. O: Goodness me.

Will be buying something from Cotton on yo. for my present for my maid. Yez, I'm so nice. LOL.

Ok, this is sucha long post and for those who actually read the whole thing, I'd give you a hug. - Virtually -

Will try to unprivate my blog by today because I wanna add songs and edit a few posts that were two years ago old?

Yup. Oh and made a deal with my boss that I'd quit on the 6th of Jan but he'd make sure I'd be home by 5.30pm on new year, this Sunday. See, I've got him wrapped around my finger or maybe he's just desperate to keep me working. Lol, whichever the case, more money for me yo. I've estimated my pat to be 1000 ++ in full. ;-)

Toodles~

Christmas Eve, 2011

2011-12-24T23:10:00.003+08:00

Heehee, the Street Boys from Pinas!

Anyway, I had my morning shift at Scotts and my tummy was no better. But this time I brought food.

Lunch for me, corn beef & rice. Mummy made me bring milo packet :)

So I arrived early and sat on some random bench near the building but also in front of TCC restaurant 24h.

Morning shift was ok I guess. There was the morning meeting and also the the time to stand there and just wait for customers. Ugh.

I sold two dresses in my whole shift. Boss came to teach me how to tie the 6 in 1 cardigan. Haha, he saw me sold a dress. I got my commission for that! Jia ling came and I went for my break and then spent time working with her and then I went home.

I cannot find my cardigan that I wanted at Cotton On at white sands :/ So straight home and daddy fetched me!

Lazed around in the house and helped to curl my mum's hairrrrr. I'm a pro ok.

I wore my lace and body-hugging dress. I love it, it's from Armani Exchange! To church we went and we sat at the gallery. Mass was good, I feel so happy. I love the Christmas mood.

Had the Noche Buena. <3 pinoy tradition yup, just wiki / google it to find out more.

Gonna eat the log cake soon! Ice cream log cake from .... Swensen's!

My dad bought us Famous Amos cookies too! Yummy cookies. Lots of them.~

& I still have a present from my parents, even though my mum already bought me my Christmas dress, my lace dress from Armani and also my Fitflops! Love my parents, I think they're spoiling me though. But yet I beg to differ. They don't give me pocket money :/

Okok, will blog about Friday tomorrow or when I'm free lah. Also the same for the USS pics and Xmas presents. :-)

Toodles!

Merry Christmas! It's 12 already.

Happy Birthday, Jesus Christ! My Saviour. <3

Caution

2011-12-23T00:46:00.004+08:00

I just got back, well around 12 am from work.

Why? I had to work full shift at Scotts Isetan and I don't like.

I was woken up by my sister in the morning because my maid had to wake her up for her sec 1 registration. & I had a tummy ache so I had to get up and eat my medicine. Went back to sleep for another hour then had to prepare to go to Scotts. I had no appetite to eat seriously even though I already took my medication.

I had cup noodles + rice for my brunch. Horrible, I cannot taste anything. I feel sick. But nevertheless, I went to work. Met my boss at the main entrance and then he took me through the staff entrance etc.

Walao, so troublsome. I have to take the lift lobby even though it's just one floor above. & guess what, the lift takes foreverrrrrr.

I cant drink on duty and neither can I consume anything in the storeroom. It sucked. Plus what sucked more was when my boss said I'll only have an hour break for the whole day. Fug. 45 mins for lunch (goodness, the food was cheap but terrible and totally bland) and 15 mins for dinner. My dinner was just a chocolate bread roll. I was so hungry. :(

I made friends with this cashier named Elise - well pronounced as this but I don't know how to spell her name. She was so cute.

Elise:"Your boss actually quite good looking" O.O You'll regret saying that dear.

Another thing I hated about Scotts was that the storeroom where I take new pieces from, was wow. I had to climb a ladder to take my dresses and the ladder wasn't enough. It sucked to be so short so I had to use a hanger to take the dress. The customers in the early afternoon were rude as -toot-

Old auntie "Do you know where's ...."

Me: "Idk, sorry."

the auntie: "How can you not know?!"

Me: "It's my first day here, so I really cannot help you."

Auntie: "It doesn't matter!"

& I rolled my eyes at her. I don't give a shit. Seriously, I talked to her nicely and she answers back to me like I'm some dog. Really, the nerve of these people. just because she's rich and mighty doesn't give her the right to use her mouth dirtily. Pffft. People nowadays. But good thing Elise briefed me on everything. Anything I don't know, I'd pass the customer to Elise or Kim.

All in all, I sold 8 dresses and 1 cardigan. Total sales: 1242.30 bucks. Not bad right! Haha.

I was so desperate to sit and rest that I even go to the ladies' room to just sit on the toilet bowl. Like just sit there and waste my time.

Oh, the people at the Christmas ornaments there were teens too but such slackers. Tsk the girl keeps talking on the phone and the boy brought food and they were eating. The joke's on them, their boss caught them slacking and they kena scolding in public. LOL - yes I'm a sadist. Going home was worse, my feet ached and my thighs were cramping that I couldn't go up the stairs. I had to stand on the train too. :(

But thank God my dad fetched me from White sands. :)

Oh kay, I have work tomorrow. @ Nex. Boss changed my schedule again. I have time to sleep!~

No one cautioned me on how awful it was to do full shift.

Last Minute

2011-12-21T23:21:00.002+08:00

Ahhh, my body aches like what today. Especially my neck because I rode on the roller coasters like how many times. So yes, it aches.

I went to work. Ugh, time was so slow. But I managed to sell on dress just before Isetan closed.

OH! Guess what. Guess who was called by her boss? Guess who's doing full shift tomorrow at Scotts Isetan from 11.30am to 11pm.

That's right, me. ._.

It's so sad, really. I don't mind doing full shift like morning in scotts and afternoon till closing at Nex. But scotts full day, ugh. I don't like. Why? Tze min says it's strict everything.

I really hope and pray that time would pass super fast tomorrow. Plus I don't where I can eat lunch and dinner. The place is a maze.

Thank goodness I brought my punchcard along or else I die tomorrow. I need my punchcard at Scotts.

My family went out today to Orchard & my mum told me that the place was packed. Oh shootz. But she bought me an Armani top ^^ & she also bought my Japanese pancake in the shape of a fish. Teehee.

Alright, quick post now. Will redo my blog like as in my immature posts on ... 29th Dec, my day off!

USS

2011-12-20T22:56:00.002+08:00

Guess what, my family went to the USS today!

Some pictures are above.

Well, headed there around 11.30 and reached past 12? The car park was hugeeeeee.

Hahaha. It was a good thing we booked our tickets online and also we got the express pass. So this means we do not need to queue up but only valid once per attraction. So we took many many pictures. We saw a lot people wearing costumes and even a Charlie Chaplin one!

Well, the place was amazing. The new york part was cool. OH - we saw the Street Boys from the Philippines and they were performing at USS & we even took a photo with them :D

I even recorded their show!

I loved the ride Cylon & Human. Both are rollercosters but Cylon is the more ... exciting one. It puts you upside down like 5 times. The first time was scary and my specs nearly fell off. I need to go to the optician soon to tighten and adjust my specs soon.

I went to like most of the rides. The Mummy revenge one, omg I think I nearly died the first round. I feel like I was being tossed like everywhere and the good part is that it's dark so I don't know what's next.

Shrek, transformers, jurassic park and 4 d movies and madagascar.

It was funnn. Lunch there was amazing. The food was good and worth it. The kiddy meals have free lunch boxes.

Went home around 8. But we spent times at the Candylicious shop. I saw this chocolate that read on the wrapper :Emergency Chocolate. LOL so cute. The picture is above ya.

So yup, today was a great day.

I got irritated by my shorts because over time of walking they will rise above my thigh over 'ye high. But what can I do? My right leg is longer than my left so well, obviously my shorts' length will never be the same :'( Sad man.

Anyway, It's Angelito now! I think that guy looks handsome. *winkwink.

& I've got work tomorrow. Luckily at nex still. So, yup.

Good bye!

Ps. I'm no longer a USS virgin ;) Will post more photos tomorrow or whenever I'm that free to upload alot.

Kthxbye.

Blossom

2011-12-20T22:20:00.002+08:00

19 December 2011, Monday

I had a great time on Sunday because I spent time with Rabita.

Honestly, I didn't like her at first. Well, she seemed unfriendly. & the first actual time she talked to me was a few days after I started working @ Nex. She complained to me because she was "sick" on that day and wanted to not go to work but Jenny, our supervisor, didn't allowed her to do so. Then her face became kind black. She was in a bad mood and even threatened to sue the department store.

Then when she actually went to see the company doctor and finally went home with an MC for 2 days, Karen said that she was just having the cramps for her period. Ok ... so drama for what?

Well, Karen's on a holiday, a mini one, to KL for three days so I was with Rabita for three days. Yesterday, I ate dinner with her at this new eatery at the basement 2. The food is good and guess what, it's cheap.

Nasi Lemak - lots of rice, egg, fish and hotdog plus a drink is only $2.90. Ok, for a budget person like me, this is the place to go. No more food court food ^^

The food there is like more expensive and little food portions, not worth the money right.

Kindsa sad that Rabita smokes :/

Honestly, I find girls / women who smoke are a major turnoff. Not only is it bad for them, but when they get pregnant, it's bad for the baby too.

I even took a bus home with Rabita. :) Hey, I made a new friend. I gossip to her about my boss. HAHA, she feels my pain.

For today, I had work again. & guess whut. Diana came over to visit me and eat dinner with me! Yay. So I ate at the eatery, the budget eatery. HA. But it's nice ok. Yup we roamed around the mall and I keep seeing stores having awesome deals and sales. I feel so horrible. I'm broke because I bought my pair of shorts I've been eyeing on since they hung it on the racks at the Iori counter. I bought 'em on Sunday, yesterday. & officially, I'm broke. Will start borrowing money from my parents soon. Yes borrow because they don't want to give me pocket money. -.-

I hate this.

I left Diana at the "outdoor" library and went back to work & she visited me again somewhere past 7pm. & left half an hour later.

Time passed pretty fast. hohoho.

This whole week Isetan ends at 10.30pm in case of last minute Christmas shoppers. But in actual fact, there will only be like a few weird people who stays in the department store till 10.15pm

ANYWAY - USS tomorrow with my family! Exciteddddddd~

So toodles.

Here we go again?

2011-12-18T10:45:00.002+08:00

I miss listening to Demi Lovato's songs.

My ultimate favourite is "Here We Go Again".

Idk. It makes me remember the times I fell for my ex over and over again.

Just like yesterday? :/

HMMM.

Ok. I woke up early bitchesssssz.

Needed to go to church for mass alone. :'(

Then headed back home. I was so sleepy but instead of going back to sleep - I'm here on the computer.

Hehe - I've got work later. _|_

Must tahan for three more weeks then I can quit & my thousand plus bucks.

Idc seriously, I need to go shopping for a lot of stuffs.

Skirts, maxi dresses and new shoes. + Polaroid.

Can Time Just Fly.

2011-12-17T23:53:00.002+08:00

16 December 2011, Friday

I want time to fly to next year.

I want to finish work & get my money. Ugh.

Time was so bloody slow.

Then got one customer she buy dress from me then want me to iron and she'll collect it tomorrow. Wtf.

17 December 2011, Saturday

I saw my ex today. :(

Anyway, I came to work and got so many people.

Oh, I saw Yu Jie too - he's with his mum yup.

I sold 3 dresses yo. I no longer entertained customers already.

LOL. I'm lazy. So I'll have an easy job. I'll just stand there and if the customers need help, I'll just go to them.

That customer yesterday ask me to iron then she don't wan cause she said got damage. Wtf, so she go take the display.

I iron for nothing. _|_

Then when I ironed the "damaged" dress, it wasn't damaged at all. It was just wrinkles. -.-

Dumbfounded.

2011-12-15T23:11:00.002+08:00

Thursday baby.

Well, I've got work today. huhuhu.

I sat in front of the escalator before work since I'm early and Karen saw me thinking I like late or something.

" Oh yeah, 1.30 right"

Haha.

So no sales again today.

My boss came to replenish the stock and taught me how to sew etc etc,

& Melissa - my assistant supervisor wanted me to dress up my mannequin to take photo. Haha, for something uh.

I had a nice talk with Melissa <3

She's actually finding a dress for her anniversary with her boyfriend of 13 years since she was 16. & guess what, he was her first boyfriend. :') I swear that's so sweet.

Haha, I told her got boyfriend before and she was like "It's okay."

I love Mel, & Karen. Heehee.

Oh & boss gave me my timetable for next week. FML.

3 days I have to work in Scotts in the morning then go to nex until closing. They want me to die ah? -.-

Wait, not they, he.

LOL Karen & Rabita said this to me "Go call your boss ... to go & die".

Next time, I shall work for Karen's sister @ some cheongsam company. :) She promised me that I can work there even after my JC :))

Ok lah, have to go and watch my Angelito.

Tomorrow got private sale at Isetan. Someone better buy a bloody dress from me.

Squared

2011-12-14T09:43:00.003+08:00

I woke up to stomachache this morning at 7.40am. Fug.

I had to visit the toilet like 4 times. But thank God. It was over by the 4th time.

just had my breakfast.

Well, I honestly need a maxi skirt/ dress in my wardrobe. I have two lace dresses already and even a dress with some mesh detailing. So what's left is a maxi.

& maybe some high-waisted shorts and skirts.

I must make a list of what to buy soon. I used to have this two page list of stuffs to buy but I lost it somewhere. :/

Like that skirt above - I saw it on a fashion blog, dulcecandy.com

I really want something like that/ :/

I've got ork today till Sunday straight. I'm getting sick of food court food. Because I don't really eat much there.

My mum suggested to eat at Yoshinoya. But me have no money to eat there. Lol, I've got a budget of 5 bucks per day.

Okai, shall go bathe soon. I think I update more on twitter. :/

Day 30

2011-12-14T09:30:00.002+08:00

Day 30 - your highs and lows of this month

Well, I can't really say.

But a high would be when my mum and I went out like just the two of us and we went shopping at Armani Exchange. She bought me a pretty dress and she bought herself a pair of jeans. :)

Another high would be when I got a job, like finally. & I met wonderful people at my work place.

A low would be when I didn't get to go out with my family :( Like to town. Because for me family is very important.

& another low is my boss. How he is like so money face. Every little thing about money is such a big thing for him. Pffft. & he smells.

Getting Used To It

2011-12-13T23:18:00.002+08:00

Well, like it's almost a week now into work. Tomorrow will be exactly one week.

Hehe, I surprised everyone because everyone thought I would be transferred. But no, not yet :)

So Diana was gonna meet our boss with Tze min. LOL. Ok. Then they went to visit me <3

Yay! & Tze min was like congratulating me because I managed to sell a lot of dresses within my first week.^^

She said she's happy for me. & we chatted awhile because she talked about how one dress got lost while she was on duty. Wow, it was such a big deal.

Then they were still like surprised how I could actually smile even when I was rejected by customer. Please lah, first day know me meh? I'm a very good actress ;)

So yup. Sold two dresses. Yay? It's Taylor Swift's birthday!

I love today's date. - 13/12/11 <333

& I love working with Karen - she's super nice. She's always giving me sticky. ^^

Alright, off to watch my Angelito. :D

Taylor Alison Swift

2011-12-13T23:15:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday, Taylor Alison Swift.

You're 22 :')

Thank you for existing because your brought your music to the world, and mesmerized us all.

I'm such a big fan who was not able to go to your concert not once :(

But I adore you and love all your music and songs.

I remembered when I first heard "Love Story" on the radio on the way to school.

That's when I fell in love with your music.

Here's a great musician. <3

Day 29.

2011-12-12T19:10:00.003+08:00

Day 29 - goals for the next 30 days.

Wow, this is hard.

To still have a job up until new year.
To start exercising.
To get 5 Distinctions for O levels ( At least ) - like fat hope huh.
TO have an awesome birthday.

Prima

2011-12-12T18:36:00.002+08:00

Hehehe. Guess what.

Today's my off day! YAY.

& another good news is that I will be still at nex till Sunday. Yay, I love the people there. <3

Karen was cute last night because she was gonna have her anniversary with her husband of three years today so she was deciding on which perfume to buy for him as a gift.

So me & Carina were there helping Karen which perfume would be best. HAHA. When she bought the perfume, she nearly dropped it LOL & I was like there - LOL-ing.

Sold another 5 dresses baby. & boss still like just say "Not bad. Thks." Wth. Where's your appreciation? -.-

Pretty busy last night. But today, I had a day off. OMG. Best day. I had a great nap.

& Mazel came over, my sis's friend. Hahaha, it was awkward. LOL.

They made truffles. Nah, I'm not eating them because I have not eaten chocolate for a few weeks now. I'm like on a chocolate-diet. HAHA.

I have work tomorrow and I'm dreading it. :(

& Diana finally called my boss to work. Guess she'll be taking my place then. Soon. I hope next week, I still wanna stay in Nex :/

Day 28.

2011-12-11T11:22:00.002+08:00

Day 28 - something that you miss.

This is easy man. I miss the Philippines, my homeland.

I miss my relatives, the food, the places. EVERYTHING. I can't really describe how I feel but really, everything.

Ivory.

2011-12-11T11:19:00.002+08:00

I've got work today. But good thing! - it's only till 10! Yayyyyy.

Trina will be there too. :)))

& Karen. I love these people. Karen keeps giving me sticky sweets! ^^ Happy kid yo.

Hope I'll sell something today. I think I really messed up yesterday because well, the rack numbers were weird and that there is a chance that I gave the lady the wrong size. Aiya, see how lah. Ok, waiting for lunch now. Then need to hair dry my hair and go off to work.

See you, babes.

Day 27

2011-12-11T11:18:00.001+08:00

Day 27 - a problem that you have had.

(for 10 December 2011)

Ok - latest problem is my work. I hate my boss.

Within A Second

2011-12-11T11:04:00.002+08:00

Can I just be a kid again?

10 December 2011, Saturday

4th day of workkkkk. I'm starting to get tired of it. Really.

But it's the weekend so I expected it to be quite pack but no. Afternoon quite draggy.

There was this lady who wanted to buy two but didn't in the end because she didn't bring her isetan card. Le sigh, wasted my time only. She better come back hor.

Anyway, sold 5 dresses today. Thank God.

I saw Wei Hao also - like LOL sia. He said he wanted to eat dinner with me then when I break time - I thought he was joking. So I went without him. Then in the end, he meant it and I ended up waiting for him.

IT WAS WEIRD.

I even sat on the staircase with him - HAHAHA. To pass the time. Yes well, I don't hang out with people like him. So yup. Weird.

10.30 closing, so darn tired by then.

Day 26.

2011-12-11T00:16:00.006+08:00

Day 26 - what kind of person attracts you.

(for 9 December 2011)

The kind of person that attracts me is one that is intelligent. I find intelligence sexy yo.

I'm not picky - just a guy who loves kids, filial to family, smart, nice and pinoy. :)

Day 25

2011-12-11T00:16:00.004+08:00

Day 25 - someone who fascinates you and why.

(for 8 December 2011)

Someone who fascinates me is my mum. She's just wow.

She wasn't really the favoured child in her family and wasn't treated so well. She lived through her life then in hardship and she teaches me things like not taking things for granted.

She's like Cinderella - she found her Prince Charming and moved to Singapore. Her life is much better & she can buy anything she wants. But even if she wasn't treated well back then, she still sends money back to the Philippines for my grandparents. - Generosity. She is even paying for my cousins' university education back there.

Thrash

2011-12-11T00:05:00.002+08:00

I believe so.

9 December 2011, Friday

3rd day of work and my back started aching the day before. My feet also bth. Grr.

So third day have no sales and well, my boss came to check on me and check whether I can tie ribbon fast enough etc etc. I was rather pissed because he expected me to sell but he put me in nex because got little people. Pffft.

Then I spent the whole bus ride complaining to Jia ling & Tze min said he got the right to not pay us if we quit halfway? No such thing, even Shan say. I can always complain. He watch out, if he don't give me off on Christmas eve, I'll quit on the spot.

He made a fuss asking why I never sell. Lol ok. Like I wanna sell also.

Legs are aching. 9837y8eiu2oq

I made a new friend - Trina. She's nice :)

Twitch.

2011-12-09T00:00:00.003+08:00

8 December 2011, Thursday

2nd Day of work. I'm a little bit more confident. I've started talking to the my colleugues. Heheh. & I sold a dress today! YAYYYYY. :)

& Karen gave me a small cute apple and Auntie Alice gave me a sweet. Really nice people. I believe Jia Ling now.

& dinner was good. Char Siew Rice. The uncle was nice. I wanted to queue for the free Starbucks but the queue was like fucking whoa. From end of the mall to the other.

My legs were like jelly k. At least work wasn't so bad today. Sold a dress which means I want to sell more but the at the same time my boss is horrible so I don't want to sell dress. So, dilemma. :/

Haha, got one of the cashiers who also look after the clothes - she thought I was Malay then when I say I'm Filipino she said " Oh no wonder. Filipino small. Got one lady last time say I Filipino but cannot cause I big mah". HAHAH. Where got such thing one? But thanks *blush.

But whatever, I must remember to bring my earpiece tomorrow. I forgot today. & it sucked because I took long bus rides. :(

My feet are ubder tired man. I'm tired because I do more work at the other counters than my own. Karen is busy doing stock check so I go help her. My eye kept twitching. Oh no why.

Day 24.

2011-12-08T11:33:00.003+08:00

Day 24 - your favorite movie and what it’s about.

(for 7 December 2011)

My favourite movie would be ... The Titanic / Avatar/ The Little Mermaid.

I seriously don't have one.

I'm a huge Disney fan - so most of the classic movies like all the princess movies and even Tarzan or Tangled.

Yup.

1st Day of Work.

2011-12-08T10:38:00.002+08:00

This.

7 December 2011, Wednesday

Well, I started my first day of work today. Kinda frustrated actually because boss suddenly changed meeting time back to 1pm so means I officially start at 1.30pm -10pm. Wlao so I rushed because I woke up at 10+++ & he missed call. -.-

Yup, took bus 53 to Nex @ Serangoon and my my my. The mall is hugeeeeee. I almost got lost. O: & he was 15 mins late. >:(

So I went through the staff entrance. He taught me how to tie ribbon and steam clothes. F.

& I went to make my name tag and register. I talked to this Filipino lady. She was nice. Heck, all of them were nice lah. I had dinner at the food court at the basement 2. Met Jia Ling & her sis there. Good company yup.

& I went back to work. The punch card thing I was still getting the hang of it.

Home at 10.40. The bus took so long :(

Day 23.

2011-12-06T19:41:00.005+08:00

Day 23 - give pictures of 5 guys who are famous who you find attractive.

[EDITED @ 6 Dec 2011, 8.11pm]

LOL ok.

1. Johnny Depp. - Idk, I really think he's that attractive even though is quite old already. Perhaps it's because he's a great actor. :) I love his movies: Pirates of the Caribbean, Alice in Wonderland, Scissorhands (Idk the real title) & one kind of horror one - the barber.

2. Zac Efron: I think he's a pretty boy, really. I think Vanessa's really lucky to have him.

3. Gerald Anderson: He's a filipino actor and I think he's quite good-looking eh? Haha, plus he's also a great actor. ^^

4. Taylor Lautner: Ok this one. I find him attractive because of his good body. *melts. PLus I've seen his movies - Thumbs up there :)

5. Leonardo DiCaprio: I really love this guy. He was the first actor I really had a crush on last time. It happened when I first watched him in Titanic. He was shooooo handsome :') Then I watched Romeo & Juliet and he was so handsome there as well. & best actor yo! I wished he still looked this young, he was much more attractive in this picture than the recent ones. :/ But Still <3

Teal.

2011-12-06T18:56:00.003+08:00

I'm really loving this colour.

Alright so I woke up at 10 today, was supposed to wake up at 9. LOL. What an epic fail.

Ok so had breakfast and got ready to go out. I was supposed to go and shop for my pants since I can't wear jeans to work. Pffft, so troublesome eh. :( & the worse part is I'm paying for everything I need. Like seriously, wth?

I spent like $15 yesterday and today after walking around tampines area - TM, T1 and Century Square, I bought a pair of pants on sale at G2000 for $39 - it was on sale. Lol, used to be 69? But my goodness.

& I bought a cardigan sort of jacket for $16.90. $$$ go bye bye. This is a big deal because it looks like I've spent so much and I don't have much cash left. Perhaps like $60 left? Oh nuuuuuuu, how is that supposed to last me a month with transport and meals on me? :'( My mum says she'll lend me money. Ok tf? -.- I shal lgo ask my dad then. PLUS. I have to deposit 15 bucks for nametag. Wow. Good job Tracy.

So I went home and I lazed around then took a short nap and then ate my dinner. Haha, I'm gonna miss eating home-cooked food because well, if my shift is forever afternoon till closing, I'll be having dinner outside. :(

Haha, oh well. Tahan for two months? Yup and then I will get $$$. Then have money to buy polraoid. ^^

Oh and I've just seen the Nex website - the place where I will be working. Got a lot of food places like mac, kfc and even two food courts! Hahaha. I will enjoy myself there, yes? NO. No $$$. I heard it's big. :( I might get lost. Fug this. I need to know where's the toilet too. Le sigh.

Oh, boss just changed my timing from 1.30 to 3.30pm for work. But must meet him at 3. Ok, steady.

Day 22.

2011-12-05T21:58:00.002+08:00

Day 22 - how have you changed in the past 2 years?

I have changed so much over the two years. From sec 2 to sec 4.

I was really easily sweet-talked in lower sec but I matured when I was in sec 3. My heart healed and I was a better person. I was much more able to concentrate on my studies. I began loving my family more and wanting to spend more time with them.

I faced challenges more openly and found great friends. I no longer experienced that much drama, I was calmer.

OH - I turned very sarcastic thanks to my boss - Qian Ci :)

I was able to speak for myself and mingle more. I had responsibilities in dance and I was more disciplined because I came for every dance session due to syf and I was the senior this time round not the junior. I was not that rebellious anymore. I became a shopaholic :/ HAHA. I am more influenced by fashion and whatnot.

But the society is not perfect, I became insecure at times and also doubt self-worth. People judge yup.

I've changed drastically.

Wish Me Luck.

2011-12-05T20:59:00.003+08:00

I really want this shirt, please?

Ok, so yesterday while I was like whining to Tze min how I'm still jobless, she told me that the offer for her job is still standing. Her boss needs staff and this time the place is confirmed uh. Either Serangoon Nex or Isetan Scotts. I woke up pretty early today like 8. Wtf can. 'Cause my mum woke me up because Tze min texted and she thought it was important which turned out to be not. Haha, so I spent my time with Plants Vs. Zombies. Teehee. The game is fun now.

I had chicken rice and fried egg for lunch & I'm sick of it. Seriously. I've been eating the same thing for how many mondays.

So I set off to Isetan Scotts because the boss called me in the morning to tell me got interview at Isetan Scotts. Omg, I scared I get lost because I have never used the underpass for so long. Le sigh. But I arrived an hour early and I just sat at some random bench like an idiot. I watched the people walk by and I'm so envious of the ang moh people. Why they so tall? :( I feel so short.

K, so I got the job after the boss tell me everything. I was posted at Serangoon Nex so yup. Since I'm a trainee and Jia Ling is like a senior. Ok. So I trained back to Tampines. This China woman ah, no manners or what she go push me like I'm about to fall. Wtf. Pffft.

So at Tampines mall, I looked around nothing to buy. Apparently, I cant wear jeans so must wear like office pants or slacks. Grr.

So must buy that. What's more, my mum is trying to teach me something because she's not gonna pay or give me allowance or pay for my bus rides. I'm gonna do it all by myself. Le sigh man. Why like that. :(

But whatever, this actually means that I'm gonna get $$$ and I can go buy my stuff. ^^

Alright, work starts on Wednesday so I need to go find all the necessary stuffs again. :(

Day 21.

2011-12-05T20:43:00.003+08:00

Day 21 - one of your favorite shows.

(for 4 December 2011, Sunday)

One of my favourite shows of all time is a Filipino drama.

Sana Maulit Muli.

I really love this show because it's about love and time-travelling. Like how the main characters can gamble with time to save each other's lives. I love the storyline plus the actors! So yup. If anyone knows where to buy this dvd, tell me k? :)

Day 20

2011-12-05T01:19:00.003+08:00

Day 20 - how important you think education is.

(for 3 December 2011, Saturday)

Education is really important for me because I have this thirst for knowledge. I wanna know how things work and why so and so is happening. But the only thing I don't understand is why I'm studying the subjects I'm given. Like sure maths is important and so is the sciences but Additional maths? When am I gonna use all my sine cosine and tangent plus exponential graphs as well as differentiation and integration.

Really. Haha. But yes education is important because it will get me job in the future and probably shape our world and contribute the community. Without education, we would be cavemen till now, probably.

Sparks.

2011-12-04T23:05:00.005+08:00

C'mon, kiss the girl. ;)

4 December 2011, Sunday.

Hello yo.

I woke up early today. Ugh, lack of sleep man.

But I had a movie to catch. Watched Happy Feet 2. Yes, I was left confused. Too much human warning. But oh well, it was still ok. I love singing and dancing penguins.So after that headed home. & I slacked and went to play Plants Vs Zombies because my dad told me that it was updated and got new 'levels' so yup, I'm back to playing that game :)

Went to church afterwards then home again to eat dinner : Swensen's Takeaway. YAY. Haha.

Then wento to Changi City Point - some new mall at Changi area. Well, it wasn't so nice really. Was only interested at the starbucks treat my dad was gonna give us.Haha, but after that I didn't like the taste of coffee. :/ Like I'm sick of it. Oh well.

Home again.

Race With Me.

2011-12-04T23:04:00.001+08:00

Pretty picture, ain't it?

I'm sorry, I just love Ariel from Disney.<3

3 December 2011, Saturday

I really need to stop sleeping late like at 1am minimum.

Soooooo, I sent more résumé to more companies. Seriously, I'm getting tired of applying. I'm actually fine with not working but I want want want my Polaroid and also my nail art template. Like $200 needed to support that.

LE SIGH.

Money, can you like drop from the sky.

Sincerely, broke person.

HAHA. Ok.

So I went to white sands and downtown east Ntuc to go apply for cashier. Well, I seem desperate but whatever. I actually was in a fit because I kinda fought with mum over something and I ended crying that I just wanted to sleep. But I applied at Ntuc dte but white sands no more vacancy. Went to Challenger and I'm hoping my dad will buy an Xbox soon!

Hehe, home and then slacked more. I have a movie tomorrow - Happy Feet 2! Yay, penguins!

But the review said that it's not really good and kinda confusing.

Day 19

2011-12-04T23:01:00.006+08:00

Day 19 - disrespecting your parents.

(2 December 2011, Friday)

Ok. I've this so many times.

I really didn't like it and kinda regretted it.

I've been disrespectful alot to my parents durinf sec 1 -2 period. Idk, I really had bad mod-swings plus during that period was those tough times. So I had no one to vent my anger on and I was easily irritated at home.

I was hot-headed and ill-tempered. So yes, I really regretted the things I said.

Like quietly cursing in my head and even saying that I hate my parents.

Only last year when I was sec 3 when I went through the Sacrament of Confirmation in my church did I actually realized that I was wrong. Since then, I try to be more polite and be in good terms with them. I love them very much and I don't wanna hurt their feelings anymore. There was this period where I was in bad terms with my dad and I didn't talk to him for a week. But now, I realized that we're all getting older and every moment counts. So yup, I try to be more understanding and that all their nagging is actually for my own good.

Lesson learnt: Don't disrespect your parents.

Back To My Obsession

2011-12-04T22:50:00.003+08:00

2 December 2011, Friday.

I kinda slack the whole day. Nothing productive really.

I did like re-arranged my bags again.

& I'm back with my obsession for nail art stamping.

Click here for what I'm talking about!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M2VfIYj1Ev8

I've been trying all night because I bought some kit at eBay last Feb.

It's pretty cool, I swear. Even my maid wants them. The deals are pretty good on ebay.

But I have some trouble finding really good nail polish that is not special nail polish for nail art stamping. Because those nail polishes are expensive. So like regular polish would save me money but Idk which and what brand.

Haha, I need $$$ yo. To buy that and my polaroid. :/ Need a job - I prefer admin. It's like you stay in the office like a boss. No wait, not a boss. Like an assistant. Ok lol, I'm talking bullshit.

Anyway. My obsession is back :(

Day 18.

2011-12-02T21:04:00.002+08:00

Day 18 - your beliefs.

(for 1 December 2011, Thursday)

Well, my beliefs. Does superstitious beliefs count too?

Haha, basically, I'm a Catholic and I believe that Jesus Christ sacrificed himself for us. He saved me from my sins and will bring me eventually to the Kingdom of God, heaven. I believe in the sacred sacraments. I could possibly write everything here but no.

That's for the religious beliefs. But superstitious beliefs - my mum taught me alot. & she kinda follows so I also follow lo.

Like cannot cut nails at night, must turn your plate when you're eating and something leaves the house.

Cannot cut a thread like cut with scissors while you're wearing the garment.

Etc etc. HAHA. Too many and I'm kinda forgetting them.

Lucky Me :D

2011-12-02T19:05:00.002+08:00

1 December 2011, Thursday

Hey folks!

I went to apply for the ntuc admin job introduced to me by Danial. Well the guy was supposed to call me back but in the end didn't. Will bother him tomorrow.

So I went out last minute with my mummy to town after her work. Heehee.

Trained there and stopped at 313@somerset. :)

F21 was a little bit disappointing. :( I didn't find anything nice. Maybe that mesh dress but it was not really that worth it. $35? Nah. But really not lah.

Didn't even enter H&M. :/ Like no feel yo.

So headed straight to Paragon. Went to a little Christmas deco shopping. ^^

Then headed to Armani Exchange and went to search for my dress. My mum saw it last Sat and even yesterday. Actually, yesterday, there was still one display piece but didn't buy. And mum said we should buy it in case no more.

When we reached the shop, we went looking and hunting for it. It was gone so we went to ask for the lady - store assistant about it. Thank God that there was still this last piece that was stored inside. I went to the changing room and I found Claris working there O: I haven't seen her in a long time! So cool! Actually, I wasn't really sure. Haha but while I was changing, I heard her ask my mum whether my name was Tracy and so yup, that's her! My mum says the dress looks nice on me but I think my butt looks big. Idgaf lah, the dress is so pretty. The dress is above!

I managed to chat with Claris for awhile :) The dress though costs like $190 :/ but there is a discount of 20%. Wow man. It's like just new collection but yet, it's already on sale. That's what the pinoy retail assitant said. My mum bought a pair of jeans. I kinda wanted this tank top but the detailing is really cool because it looks like the straps of a Chanel bag. Really cool but it's for 100 bux. Le sigh.

Headed to Takashimaya after that to shop some more. Bought my fish again! Japanese pancake that is with cheese! yummy ttm. Mummy went to the Armani Exchange again in taka and bought my dad jeans who came to fetch us. Bought my muah chee too! :D Happy kid even though I just bought one dress. :) Love my mummy ^^

Day 17

2011-12-02T19:03:00.001+08:00

Day 17 - your highs and lows of this past year.

(for 30 Nov 2011, wednesday)

The lows of this year was during Jan when I was like in a situation where a few friends were unhappy with me but they didn't wanna tell why.

Another would be during the O level period where I really thought I would break down and die. Info overload.

The highs would be during my birthday :')

& the trip to the flyer.

Day 16.

2011-12-02T19:02:00.002+08:00

Day 16 - your views on mainstream music.

(for 29 Nov 2011, tuesday)

I don't really know what's mainstream music so let's skip this. :)

Happy Birthday, Mummy! :)

2011-12-02T18:43:00.003+08:00

The most beautiful Mummy :')

29 November 2011, Tuesday.

Well, I overslept. Sorry Anisa! Yes, well I was supposed to meet Anisa at Tampines Mrt at 1pm. Guess what. I woke up at 12.40pm ! O:

So i rushed like aiohuiede and promised to meet her at 2pm instead. Yup so I found her at Urban Write and we went to the Icing Room to go and decorate the cake. Ok - credits to her yup. I only wrote my name and paid for it. Haha. Then she had lunch at Mac while I ate my mcflurry but it tasted weird. Idk why.Then I had my long-missed strawberry bubbletea ^^ I'm a happy kid. Yeszxc, I haven't had it for months because of O's.

So, went home and it was hard to find a place to hide the cake even though it was small ok. HIde it in the bottom part of the fridge where you keep the vegetables. Haha.

30 November 2011, Wednesday

Happy Birthday mummy! :')

Gave her my cake, hehe. We went to the Novena Church then rush to town. My gosh, it was raining boulders and rocks. HAHA. But seriously, the rain was so heavy at town area. Didn't really shopped that much.

Had my fish! LOL - fish pancake with cheese. ^^

Went back home for dinner because Tita Cecile and Ate Iris were invited for dinner. :)

Dinner was good.

Wish-List.

2011-11-28T19:05:00.003+08:00

I want this so badly man :( Since June this year.

I haven't been employed at all although I sent so many applications hence, no money available to buy this. :(

AHHH.

Can some kind soul buy me this camera? Either of them please :)

Day 15.

2011-11-28T18:25:00.003+08:00

Day 15 - your favorite tumblrs.

My favourite tumblrs would

ifluentlyspeakfashion.tumblr.com

youpizza.tumblr.com

wowfunniestposts.tumblr.com

raindropsandsunspots.tumblr.com

thecrazyfilipino.tumblr.com

taylorswift-spam.tumblr.com

Day 14.

2011-11-28T18:22:00.002+08:00

Day 14 - your earliest memory.

My earliest memory was when I was still the only child and I don't know how old I was. I remember my dad carrying me and he still wearing those white singlets with little holes in them. My mum was there too in the master bedroom of a hdb flat.

Day 13.

2011-11-28T18:18:00.002+08:00

Day 13 - somewhere you’d like to move or visit.

I would like to visit the United States of America because all the branded stuff is so much cheaper. Like the nail polish to bags to clothes. EVERYTHING. If you all didn't know, I'm a shopaholic. Yes, retail therapy is the best. I may sound like some bimbo but no. I want the snow and halloween. I want to participate in the Black Friday sales. That's when you find really good deals in everything. :( How lucky those people living there are.

Hopeless.

2011-11-28T17:29:00.003+08:00

Stay Pretty.

Dear Diary,

Didn't do much yesterday. My body ached like fuck. Especially my waist area. UGH.

Well, I didn't do much yesterday too. I can like be in bed all day.

My mum came back from work early because she was like super upset with some customer being asshole and creating trouble. :( Poor mummy :(

Well, went to church & had lasagna for dinner ^^

Today I cleaned my room like finally. Hehe, cleared all my mess and re-arranged the existing stuff. So yay, I'm much more happy.

Need to buy nail wheels to make colour swatches and whatnot. EBay selling at 10 for 5 ++ bucks. Not bad eh?

Well, that's it . No J.co person called me :(((( I want to work man. I want $$$. I realised today the reason why I wanna work in the first place. I want to buy the Hello Kitty Polaroid. :(

It's gonna be the priority on my wish-list. Next would be a laptop or a camera - to replace my sony digital one. It's going crazy soon. But no, they're not calling - heck nobody is calling me. SO HOW? :(

But at the same time, I'm kinda lazy to work already because I'm in the holiday mood yo. LE SIGH.

Day 12

2011-11-28T17:15:00.002+08:00

Day 12 - bullet your whole day.

(For Saturday - 26 November 2011)

I woke up near to noon.
My Dad bought Mac Breakfast
Ate my breakfast
Had my lunch soon after - macaroni & wanton!
Nothing much in the afternoon.
Parents went out for a date.
I did some exercise thing for about 15 mins. I thought my waist wouldn't ache.
Had dinner.
Watched Happy Feet on Channel 5 local tv.
Parents came back home.
Mum bought a lot of perfume stuff for xmas gifts.
Mum told me about this dress @ Armani Exchange for SGD 190 :(
I want that dress.
I stayed up to watch Banana Split on tfc.
Slept at 2. :)

Day 11.

2011-11-25T21:43:00.002+08:00

Day 11 - put your ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.

1. Breath - Taylor Swift Featuring Colbie Caillet

2. Too Little Too Late - Jojo

3. Girl All The Bad Guys Want - Bowling For Soup

4. Someone Like You - Adele

5. September - Daughtry

6. Crush - David Archuleta

7. Fall - Ina

8. Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have - Panic! At The Disco

9. My LIfe Would Suck Without You - Kelly Clarkson

10. Forever and Always (Piano Version) - Taylor Swift

Tiny Steps.

2011-11-25T20:36:00.002+08:00

I love Ariel, from 'The Little Mermaid' Disney movie.

In fact, she's my favourite Disney princess. :)

I think she's really gorgeous. :-*

Dear Diary,

My throat feels like it has been slit or something because everytime I swallow, it hurts. :(

But anyhoo, I had to go to tampines today - tampines one to be exact to go apply for a job at J.co. The shop that sells doughnuts. Yup, well I took a bus because I love long bus rides. I applied for the job and then went home after that. I couldn't wander about because I.m really bored of tampines area. UGH.

Took a bus home. Then I was craving for Marie biscuits, I used to eat them always as a child in my grandfather's mini store. Homed then I ate my heart out then rested awhile. My mum called me to bring her Christmas hat, hehe. So I brought Nadine with me and we went to send it to her & also needed to buy carrots.

Nadine saw this Winx club magazine set that only costs $6.20 for three magazines and a folder but a bookmark thing. Not a bad deal and Nadine's been begging me to go and buy it for her. Perhaps, I'll buy it for her Christmas present :)

Went home again and this time, Nadine and I went out to run up the stairs. Wow, it was bloody tiring - it's worse than jogging. We climbed like only twice to the highest floor. My leg cramped after that. HAHA. Dinner was the best. Macaroni and wanton! I love home-cooked food. Home-cooked > Outside food. Watched Barbie Princess Charmed School today, well tonight. It was pretty good actually and the storyline is really improving. :)

OH. My dad's buying an Xbox this december. Like finally! Seriously, I used to have a PS1 until Nadine broke it when she was little so no more playing for me since primary school. :(

I wanna go USS.

Day 10.

2011-11-24T18:48:00.002+08:00

Day 10 - discuss your first love and first kiss.

I hate these type of topics. You know the saying "Past is past"? But it's a challenge so I'll try to be as honest.

My first love. Ok, i shall just count the boyfriend I had in secondary school as my first love.

My first love, he wasn't the definition of prince charming and neither was he that good-looking. He was the average guy, acting like a gangster and whatnot. Honestly, I wasn't even interested at first and that I thought he was joking when he asked me. Heck, I know nothing about him except being a pain in the ass.

My first kiss was with him. It was .... alright? HAHA. I don't want to discuss further. But yes. The story summarised - he made me feel loved and yet, he broke up with me and broke my heart. END. What a typical story. Yes, I know I'm boring.

Divine.

2011-11-24T18:24:00.003+08:00

Photo w Riny <3

Dear Diary,

My gosh, doesn't time fly by like a rocket now?

Haha, my sis got her psle results today. My mum was really nervous, like wow. But my sis, being smart got 236 for psle out of 300? Not bad, slacker. Well, she didn't really study as hard. So yeah.

I went to Ikea today and got sent by my dad who also went to my sis' results taking. My maid accompanied me and we got lost just trying to find the security office but we found it anyway. Thank God. Submitted my application form and we bought hotdogs and chocolates! ^^ Then we had to wait for the bus 58 for 22 min. Wtf. It was hot at the bus stop and dirt and dust was flying everywhere. -.- I hate that place.

So, then I headed home and like bathed and slacked. I was so tired really. I even called ntuc for cashier position. They say I have an interview on Monday. Oh wellzxc. Then my mum's friend say got at Jco. So tomorrow, I'm gonna go see my mum's friend.

I'm so tired, maybe I should not work at all and just rot at home. :)

Day 9.

2011-11-23T20:25:00.003+08:00

Day 9 - how you hope your future will be like.

I would like my future to be great. That's a basic answer. I want to be happily married and have two bright kids with a loving husband. I don't mind being a housewife but of course I don't wanna be fat and what sort. Yup, that's it. & I would like to get a job this holidays. I got rejected form the jobs I have applied for. Suck big time really.

RINY

2011-11-23T19:47:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary,

I went out with Riny today! Hehe. Was supposed to go out at 12 and meet her @ tampines but no, it went to 2pm and then to 2.30pm. I took a bus that would go straight to tampines and just my luck, there was contruction road thingy and it jammed the traffic at central. I was so pissed off because I was stuck at the place for like 15 mins. -.- Even though I was late, I would still be early. Well, earlier then the person I would go out with and it was raining. Terrible. -.-

Had pretzels! Mhmm, from Auntie Anne's. We walked like everywhere to just chat and stuff and a little job-hunting. Hehe. Then Riny even had her hair curled at this shop that's promoting curling products. So cool, acatully :) Then yup we decided to acutally go to Ikea. Wanted to find an application form but well, cannot find the damn office. We got lost. :(

So yup, that's it. Tze min now offering me a job but the thing that's holding me back is that the boss won't say where he'll put me. :( Shit man. Walao, I'm still jobless. iueyhgfwaod

Now even Danial's giving me a job but really this is crazy - 9-5pm job. O:

Well, see how huh.

Day 8.

2011-11-22T20:18:00.002+08:00

Day 8 - a moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.

THIS. Hahaha, it happened most recently. On the 14th of November 2011. After I have studied my brains out and have prepared for O levels for like 4 years and studying is what I have been doing after ... odwiudfbghqwD WHO KNOWS. Haha. But really, on that day I felt so good about myself because I survived the O levels and I felt good about myself because I did my best and knew that anything that came less of my expectation is not my fault. Like I sacrificed so much just to finish my studying and reviewing. So sigh. I have finally gotten the heavy weight off my shoulders. Phew.

That was the day, the end to my O levels. <3

Almost There.

2011-11-22T20:11:00.002+08:00

Dear Diary,

I spent today clearing up more of my school stuff. And hooray! I'm almost almost done. Just need to re-arrange stuff. Gosh, it's been back-breaking. Outing tomorrow with Riny~

SIGH, can they just call me already so that I can work and earn $$$ ? :(